Reputation - Is that so Important to me?

Suddenly i found master heng was right
when he mention about my career which is negative one
especially when i look back the way i m gone through so far

2004: i love that job bcoz need to involved in many events and cinema checking but events juz once in a moon and most of the times i was scolded kaokao by S in front of many ppl, enjoy meeting up many media, enjoy gala premier, enjoy the midnight show, enjoy movies after work few times a week ue to the staff pass we got
until now, i still hangout around damansara jaya

2005: this is something related to internet
i enjoy the life in menara keck seng to menara johnhancock (manulife), enjoy take lrt, enjoy work 4 days and off 3 days straight, enjoy meeting up the ppl there, enjoy having the fierce fierce sifu and bcome nice nice buddy, enjoy the moment when the customer say: awesome! i can online now.. the satisfaction is really cannot describe when u feel the happiness from customer (that is bcoz i understand the frustration of not able to go online), enjoy to call back business center, enjoy to talk v that grand hyatt taipei staff, enjoy to talking to lansi duty manager of some hotels

2006: out of expectation, trying something which is new to me - application and i took it as challenging

2008: many things happen, bcoz i spent for quite some time to build the reputation, bcoz of m, say no to other team, other things and i m still here
suddenly few ppl ask me:" r u thinking of finding new job?"
feel that, maybe its time for me to go? since m is no longer here, wat else i still wanna wait
this kind of Q has been borther me after the 1 2 1 session

**its time for me to update my resume**