挣扎. Struggling

想了又想
还没决定
是该退一步还是把它闹大?
退一步?
做错事的又不是我
干嘛我先让步?
加上不是初犯
不是说做错事就应该承担后果吗?

闹大
只会让更多人受伤害
错
不管他人有没有受伤
只在乎她的感受
唉

伤脑筋中...

keep on thinking
what is the next step i need to take?
forgiving seems very unfamiliar word to me now
from this thing, i know i m not very gentle ppl
as i really cannot do it
if u dare to do something, should dare to accept the consequences
to me, if I m wrong, i would say sorry or take action to show i know i m wrong
but i think sorry is no cure

or should i help them do promotion?
i know this kind of action will hurt more ppl
but i dun care others feeling
only care bout her feelings
haihh

spinning spinning still spinning...