爱哭

时间越接近
心就很沉重
不知道什么时候
我习惯了
临睡前哭泣
在暗暗的房间里
抱着枕头
想了很多
也自我责备
我很讨厌
日和月有着相同的数字 (11,66等)
总会让我
回想不堪的经历
这是我的宿命吗?

**逛街时,不断重复那最爱的歌曲--Already Gone
哪怕重复几十遍
也不腻**

猪思玲是个爱哭鬼

SuiNya

fetched Ann Ann jie jie @ Armada hotel
then enjoyed our breakfast @ the SS2 for the dim sum
yummy...
this is the place where i always bring my parents for breakfast if they visited me
PJ keep raining from the morning
then continue the journey to 1U since this dearest cousin sister will take Aeroline bus later
hence i parked my car at the open car park
enjoyed the shopping v her
and bring her to try the Carls Jr burger
ngek ngek ngek
when I wanna go back that time
it rain cats and dogs
and she kidding that " u keep so much umbrella in ur car also no use, u also didn't bring them down"
hahahaa
darn...
y rain so heavy at this moment...
I was running out of vitamin M
and walked all the way to old wing atm
then continue to the E shop to buy the UV protection umbrella
(note: this is the 2nd things i bought from this shop, twice also umbrella =.=)
even asked the seller to help me cut the price tag coz i wanna use
after the ladies, i was preparing to pay for the car park
damnnnnnnn
the heavy rain stop@!!!!!!
grr grr grr
*(&*&*&(*(&$*(#&$$*$&#^$^&#^$*#&

arhh damn suinya..
wasted my $$
ok lo, i treated this E umbrella as another collection
wat to do..

Seafood . New Road

headed to Klang for the seafood
I was using the long way from Cyber toll > Sunway toll > passby Sunway to USJ and using USJ toll to the Bandar Puteri exit
this was very long journey coz not using the shortcut road
reached the meet up place safely after following the directions given by Jeff
and feel that all the shop lots and housing area in Klang are almost same >.<

enjoyed the Klang seafood as lunch
order the favorite "har gu".. yummy.. taste good than Hai Tian @ Kuala Perlis one..
then headed back to SK
with the new road guided by Jeff
hahahaa
okie
this time finally learn another LDP highway of USJ side
the time taken from SK to Klang with the new road
is very fast and short
and will use the same toll go to the Chilli Pan Mee
ngek ngek ngek
thanks dear

**gentle reminder: please update fb photo, Jeff**

Chilli Pan Mee

met ah Jen and Kelvin near the apartment I stay.
surprised to know Kelvin's sis and sister's bf notice my 2628 car that always park there
hahaha
this is bcoz we stay very near and my car number plate is Kedah one
they fetched me
and headed to the Chilli Pan Mee located @ USJ Taipan
hehehehe
oh gosh
i overheard this Chilli Pan Mee on Thursday when having farewell with Young
Cathy did mentioned she love this Chilli Pan Mee
and me as Msian not even know this shop
and still need a Korean to tell me about this famous Chilli Pan Mee
hahahaa
finally I can taste it
and it really very nice
although I dun take very spicy
it still yummy
and its really worth with the price of RM5.50
Note: Chilli Pan Mee @ Taipan USJ is the 5th branch
they got branches in Cheras and Damansara Perdana (if not mistaken)

*gonna bring J to try this out, i gonna take photos for the next visit :)*

last nite did enjoyed alot with Jen
hhehee
thanks for her card and wedding photos
quite touch with the words she wrote
thanks for the wish and thanks for the support, Jennifer :)

Games In Facebook

Jocelyn 完成了10. 你的佔有慾是否很強呢？心理測驗，結果是【佔有慾：60%】

你算是個很會享受愛情的人物。愛情中應當要保留適度的佔有慾，情人與朋友的關係也該適時區隔出來，以60%的比例為最適合。給另一半多點甜蜜，讓他感受你 的重視是經營愛情相當重要的一環。建議你：盡量去培養你的好修養吧，不要讓情緒影響了你的理智。否則，脫口而出的一句話可能就讓之前的努力成為歷史。
Copy from Facebook

*hahahhaa oh gosh.. i guess i must buy the calligraphy thing to improve my patience
and dear, please 4give me if one day my word hurt u*
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Jocelyn 完成了唐立淇 2009星座運勢大解析心理測驗，結果是金牛座

身段價值倍增，令人側目整體運：2008年很多可能性讓金牛有了新希望、躍躍欲試，能見度與重要性默默被提高了；2009年金牛頭腦越來越清楚，更明確看 見未來與無限可能性。工作運：名氣響亮但雜事意外多；新鮮人先有石頭才可點金。財運：正財運算不錯，投資需保守，下半年才開始有「有錢的感覺」。愛情運： 感情陰錯陽差壓力大，年底有條件優秀的對象出現。健康運：小毛病多注意舊疾，請他人幫忙叮嚀健康。
Copy from Facebook
**perhaps you r the person but I think I m not the lucky one**

考虑。墨砚

在那书展看到那熟悉的
狼毛笔，墨和砚
还在考虑
要不要买
很久
没有动笔了
已经9年
是时候
要多多培养我的耐心


和同事提到
有想写大楷的冲动
他们的眼睛张大了
我身上
难道和文联不上关系吗？=。=
想当年的奖牌都来自大小楷和挥春
我的耐性
要磨练磨练了

红炸弹

12月和1月都有红炸弹
我一直都希望的一件事
我想
这次还是没办法了
讨厌圣诞节的到来
更讨厌新年的到来

All I Ever Wanted - Kelly Clarkson

Tear up the photographs
But yesterday wont let go
Every day every day every minute
Here comes the emptiness
Just cant be lonely you know
Every day every day hey hey
This second-chancins really getting me down
You give and takin everything I dreamed about
Its time you let me know let me know just let go

[Chorus]
All I ever wanted
All I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted
All I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
*** All I Ever Wanted lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com ***
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

Id rather walk alone
Dont wanna chase you around
Every day every day every minute I thought a thousand times
For I let you drag me down
Every day every day hey hey
Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling weve already been here before
Its time you let me know let me know just let go

[Chorus]
Tell me with so many out there
Why I always turn to you
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And its so easy to see that theyll blame this on me

[Chorus]


this is another nice song recently I like :)

舍。得

吃着the Ring零食
听着Aready Gone - Kelly Clarkson
写着部落格
何曾不是种享受
（J,你是吃零食看戏，我是吃零食写部落）
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


想到昨晚朋友提起
他要和她分开
他和我的情况差不多
至少
他有勇气提出
而我
却舍不得
非等到期限才要放手
突然发现自己
觉得对方不怎么关心自己
原来自己更不会去真正关心
是我爱自己多一点
还是
我不够爱他？

也许舍弃了
才会得到
真正的幸福
但是现阶段的我
很舍不得
对不起

I love u enuf to let u go > Aready Gone
我
还在学习

Cut CC

hahaa
finally i settle banking thing by today
only keep 2 cards with me now
i CUT
Direct Access 2 cards which i never activated b4 @ CIMB bank
i checked with the person in charge
and the service charge will be imposed to the credit card which has not activated yet
continue with the cut by going to the MBB and cut another extra 2 cards..
and now i left 2 card of 2 diff bank
that's all
:)

Addicted . Sharing

can u imagine, Jocelynlai is sharing something about -- cooking~
kekek found this website is quite good where they share variety types of recipes if u plan to do something diff
http://www.cookingcache.com/cat/chinese_recipes/default.aspx
but one thing not good is this is in English..
i guess i m addicted to cooking
even the fb games currently i crazy at is the Cafe World...
omg.. kekek
ngek ngek..
will update more recent photo if my home ISP is getting faster a bit bit..

惊喜

安安姐姐前几天发了则短信说道：“去买这期的Let's Travel，会有惊喜喔。”

今天，下班后，心透不过气来。
到了My News，找了一会，才找到那本10快的Let's Travel
还以为她分享的旅游景点上了杂志
怎知道
一翻
出现的是“茹娴”
看看左下角的照片
诶，那不是大姨，旁边的就是很久没见的阿娴姐姐在樱花树下拍的的照片？！
那篇是讲述
阿娴姐姐和阿珊姐姐跟大姨到日本的自由行
哈哈哈哈
突然大笑
很开心，可以在杂志上看到那们的消息
很讽刺，曾经彼此很熟的亲戚，竟然是要通过杂志才知道消息。
曾经有他们的手机号码，但是遗失了那旧电话，连唯一的联系也遗失了
外婆去世后，关系有了变化
加上阿heong koko的离去，就断了联系
每一次经过Sri Petaling,就想起到过他的公寓
还有和他们一家人在Sri Petaling Hotel一起午餐
希望总有一天，彼此还有联系

突然想起
阿珊姐姐好像有在hi5 add我
嘻嘻
很久没有到hi5
不知道能不能在fb找到阿娴姐姐和阿珊姐姐呢？

Day 3: Dinner @ Gurney Drive

famous fried stall

Date: 2nd Oct 2009
PPL: same gang + 1 Danny's fren
Venue: Gurney Drive, Penang

most funniest video will be posted soon..

"Women with bigger breasts found to be smarter", Do you Think So?

Thursday November 12, 2009
Women with bigger breasts found to be smarter
Compiled by WINNIE YEOH, NURBAITI HAMDAN AND A.RAMAN

A STUDY conducted in the United States showed that women with big breasts are not necessarily less intelligent than those who are less endowed.

Quoting a Singapore newspaper article, Sin Chew Daily said women with bigger breasts were found to be smarter instead.

It said the study was conducted in Chicago to find out whether the size of a woman’s bust affected her brain power.

The study, involving 1,200 women, was conducted by a female researcher. The subjects were divided into five groups, from extra small to extra big.

The report said it was possible such women were smarter due to the higher level of female hormones that could result in better development in the brain.

The daily also reported that a youth almost missed his honeymoon after being caught gambling illegally in a shophouse in Kuching on Monday.

The youth was supposed to board a flight to Japan with his wife the next day and risked losing about RM20,000 in travel fares.

He was among 10 individuals who were caught in a police operation.

However, the youth’s wife pleaded with the counsel who appealed in court. The youth was released on police bond. He has to report immediately to the court upon returning to the country on Nov 18.

> Other News & Views is compiled from the vernacular newspapers (Bahasa Malaysia, Chinese and Tamil dailies). As such, stories are grouped according to the respective language/medium. Where a paragraph begins with a sub-heading, it denotes a separate news item.


pick from: http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/12/nation/5092076&sec=nation

Phobia 2

now I only recall that 4bia I watched with little brother, Kah Mun.

watched this Phobia 2 with J in The Gardens

we missed out the part 1 story

and enjoy the last part story where about some "ghosts" happened in a studio when shooting for a movie

the same 4 guys in the 4bia appeared in this Phobia 2

very funny

although that day a bit rush, still feel touched from the action u showed
hope u get well soon :)

Kelly Clarkson- Already Gone Official Music Video

this is the song recently I love the most
with its meaningful lyric and the singer + music
okie, i dun play it frequent coz its a sad song
perhaps will need it one day
and Jeff, here is the lyric and song as u also like it..
enjoy :)

Already Gone lyrics
Songwriters: Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

pick lyrics from http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kelly-clarkson-lyrics/already-gone-lyrics.html

倦

他拨电来
一而再再而三的叮咛
新年要回去
没有告诉他
我一月的计划
免得她从现在就担心到我飞的那一天
他一直要我新年回去
见见居林的亲戚
想到他们的问题--你有没有男朋友了?
我倍感厌倦

Heads Up and Explaination of 我怀念的。。。

little explanation about the lyric I changed long long time ago
hahaha
okie due to Chong Tong finally got time to meet up with us
quite looking forward to meet up v this old fren
wonder whether he wanna show us his Fairlady bought this Jan or wanna bring new galfren for us to have a look
hope Chong Nan also joined... hahaa when we can go karaoke again?

==============================
我问为什么 友情竟变得那么淡

而你为什么 只对那东西(LB)有兴趣

我该了解你很享受 现有的这一切

早该知道回不到从前 还不愿意接受

还是希望 至少会收到生日祝福


从什么时候　我们渐渐没有话题

一起出去时　却炫耀现在有多好

甚至常常口不择言　　想刀一样尖利

总是微笑面对　　是要保住友情

就算心里一直流泪

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

我怀念的 是无话不说

我怀念的 是一起唱K

我怀念的 是看完电影

独自开车在MRR2上奔驰

我记得那年生日 也记得那个夜晚

记得4个同行 在凌晨时分

开车上山顶(Genting) 吹 吹风

看 风景

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

想问为什么 我们不再一起玩乐

是不是少了她(Yap Lee) 就无法在一起了呢

自从我离开了那里(GSC) 你也随后离开(GSC)

彼此减少联络 是没了首映的机会(首映礼)

还是没了免费票


我怀念的 是那年5月

我怀念的 是那场演唱会(Jolin)

我怀念的 是你们的玩笑

是我最好的生日礼物

我记得那年生日 上了2次云顶

记得那一次被骗 伤得最深的

却是我最好 的 朋友

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

我怀念的 是那臭豆腐

我怀念的 是Sri Petaling汤圆(pasar malam)

我怀念的 是一起逛夜市

吃着Laksa辣辣的感觉

我记得你的生日 也记得看那电影

记得搭着Monorail 逛了整个KL

最美的夜景 最好的时光


谁让我变成柴可夫(driver) 谁曾经帮助我

谁是我戏院的Kaki 谁和我一起看首映(首映礼)

谁曾是我晚餐的伴　谁是我哭诉的对象

谁让友情变质　　谁是我最好的朋友



我还想再看Ｐｅｎｃｈａｌａ　Ｌｉｎｋ的风景　我记得那年上山(Genting)

也记得那山顶鬼屋　　记得４个朋友

在那Ｒｉｄｌｅｙ时(Ridley: Believe It Or Not)　所扮的鬼脸

不知道　还可以　再　重来


谁懂我多么不舍得 这友情

这朋友 那回忆 太甜美

pick from http://thejocelynlai.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post.html

Day 3: Tea Time Again

Date: 2nd Oct 2009

we had another teatime @ Starbucks Queensbay Mall
coz wanna waiting the time for the movie
super relax..kekeke

Day 3: Tea Time

Date: 02 Oct 2009
Venue: Stalls nearby Kek Lok Shi

3 years ago, I missed out this Laksa
now I finally tried it out
hahahahah
nice Laksa..

Day 3: Kek Lok Shi

Date: 2nd Oct 2009
Ppl: same gang
Venue: Kek Lok Shi, Penang

3 years ago, I missed out this place
3 years later, I visited this place again
but that day was rainy day
for sure , I will be back coz I haven't try out the cable car yet..

Thanks SuhThye & FB

checked Suh Thye 's fb
found some familiar faces of GSC kaki
added ppl like Belinda, Amy , Yvonne Tan, Yen Lin and even Clement who last time @ GSC Mid Valley
i even can remember Clement's name than Kreisler Buy name due to Kreisler name is so diff to remember
although Kreisler always meeting up ppl with his smiley face and funny actions
surprisingly , i found Siva from fb as well
hahaha
and still cannot find Pui Yee and Kevin's fb or friendster

Yvonne accepted me very fast, haha

thanks to fb and Suh Thye
linked me back to some old faces again :)

its really fun working together with them
let me try my best to find back the softcopy of few Gala Premier and events that time...
hmm where is the CD now ar.. i wonder..

Day 3 : Breakfast

duck kuey teow teng

O chien

all clear

Date: 02 Oct 2009
Venue: Food Court @ Bayan Lepas