Recent Feeling

I feel like "thank god, I m not his xxx" after a few chats v a fren
I feel like thanks to the god (ok, I m buddhist no doubt)
for pulling me out from the pass
and appreciate "him" protected me all this while since he left
Sorry for not able to go back for your 1st year memorable thingy
I miss you more than ....

Nice Dinner

Visited Julie Jie Jie house

and enjoyed her homecook Chicken Rice..

Yummy~

with the vege + dumpling soup and the fresh prawns from Taiping

I told her that I will buy this magazine on the next day

and Yes

finally I found this in MYNews.com and bought 2 , one for my mum and another one for me

hehhee

ok I fully support those cousin sisters by buying the magazines that got their posts

:)

*thanks her for arranging that special dinner and also nice to meet up her fren, Felix*

Family :)

Elisa, Joce, Da Jiu, Hui Yin, Da Jiu Mu

Enjoy the half day KL trip with them :)

黄茹娴：一个女子闯中东Talk

her poster

Joce + JH Ng

大姨+阿娴姐姐

Date: 30th Oct 2010

Venue: MVEC (Mid Valley Exhibition Centre)

Mentally and physically support this cousin sister's talk

Will upload those video to youtube when got time

Had an enjoyable day :)

Relax Moment @ Aman Perdana

They with the "Vase" aka coffee table

like this place for tea time :)

一些对话

情况：拿着《我的私房地图II》并翻开152面，阿娴姐姐的签名

阿Chiu：“哎呀，不知道原来这么出名，早知道就和她要个签名。”
其他：“不要紧啦，人家特地接你们的机，并且载你们，很幸运了。呵呵”
阿Chiu：“哈哈，你这本也是阿娴表姐送的吗？”
Joce：“不是。我那天特地出席她的书的推介礼，并自己买，然后排队让她签名。”
阿Chiu：“哇。她在这期《吃风》（Lets Travel）也有篇文章喔。她的照片是封面。”
Joce：“哦，那我等下就去买”

于是，我买了这期《吃风》（Lets Travel）：

有亲自远方来

这是第一次
中国的亲戚
珍阿姨和阿Chiu
来马游玩
他们趁着中国的长假
从槟城,玻璃市到吉隆坡
吃吃喝喝
走走看看
几乎每一位阿姨
都特地大显身手
煮了不少的菜
来招待他们
他们一路吃
一路玩
来到KL这边
我们带他们尝尝
印度餐 -- Roti Tisu
每个人吃得很开心
5分钟内
就把长长的Roti Tisu
一扫而光
连Yvonne一直提到
那长长的面包,很好吃
呵呵
有时旅行
不一定要山珍海味
体验不同的当地食物
也是种乐趣
就像这一次
嘛嘛档的老板
让我们拍下
他们做Roti Tisu的过程
很过瘾
还有Bi Bi Jie Jie带他们到Pasar Malam
我错过了:(
连妈都不相信我会走Pasar Malam=.=
那当然咯
玻璃市的Pasar Malam有什么好走
KL这边的
很多华人档
食物也不错
什么臭豆腐,汤圆豆花,福建面(槟城的叫法), Laksa等
令人垂涎三尺
那种气氛
很不一样
呵呵

阿娴姐姐：KLPH 2010 Talk

那天在书展

她说十月她有一个讲座会

我一定会出席：）

讲座：黑纱的背后 一个女子闯中东

Date: 29th - 31st Oct 2010

Venue: MVEC (Mid Valley Exhibition Center)

Photo Source from：http://www.klpf.com.my/travelseminar.php

Jog @ Sungai Perlis

this time
I jog with mum and Su Lin jie jie family
a place whole perlis lang always jog in the morning
too bad
I had some bad memory from this place

the same place
the same memory
the place ppl gossip around
the place bastard jogged with him
the place we felt sad

这一年的父亲节

低声哭泣写着这一篇

倒数2000那个夜晚

他不在家

却跑去教人家跳舞

对我而言

重要的日子

是要和重要的家人一起度过

从那一刻

我很反叛

从17岁那年的绯闻到证实

从生气被叛，刻意叛逆到怨恨

没有人

可以懂

这些年来

一个人所背负的压力和伤痛

很努力的在人前挂笑容

甚至常常说很冷并让人觉得很经典的错误

是暂时淡忘一些事情

虽然这一刻

那恨还在默默地燃烧

也没办法

忘记

那是我

第一次

自懂事以来

那么小心翼翼的牵起他的手

默默地为他最后抹手

我讨厌自己

从来没有

在他生前

牵起他的手

没有和他和有单人合照

甚至

为他抹脸

也是在他走后

。。。。。。

这是没有他的第一个父亲节

Old Memory Part 2

Joce, mama, Su Ling jie jie, ann ann jie jie, ah qian

we all use to go out together

this one took at the Ferry when heading to Penang Island

papa was the photograopher

I looked like a boy, right?

感谢

感谢星洲同仁的到来

当年(1999)负责我那届学记，已升为槟城副采访主任的蔡振裕一看到我，就说我没有变。。他说：“要坚强”。他还是一样，穿得很整齐，很smart。比起facebook的照片，真人，好看很多。

感谢陈绍安 (Alor Setar办事处主任)3天都特地从Alor Setar赶来我家坐坐。婉君-他的妻子，我的同学，也出现。尤其在出殡时，他也出现。诚意十足。

感谢琬琳父母（代表琬琳），叶俐父母（代表叶俐），丽妃爸爸(代表丽妃)，婉君和绍安，宗东（特地开他的Z4来），春达的到来

还有依琳，世泰，理全

同事玉芬,达祺,茵如,Tomomi,Izumi,Cho Hyun Jung,金莉

College Mate: Lai Wee, Choon Thing

Previous Menteri Besar Perlis – YB Dato’ Seri Shahidan Kassim (住在我家对面那排), current Menteri Besar Perlis - Datuk Seri Dr Md Isa Sabu, many EXCO 州行政议员(包括仰胜的父亲,傅子初医生)和州议员的到访,周美芬的花篮,还有金味集团(Gold Roast)-庄坤平先生派的代表(他女儿)到访

各大媒体(Bernama, NST, RTM, etc), Kelab Media Perlis 等到访

各亲朋好友牺牲假期帮忙打点一切,包括大舅特地从Perth 在4th May飞回来(他在30th Apr 才飞回去)

还有朋友们在facebook & SMS & Call的问候

感激不尽(90度鞠躬)

我代表我爸(AMN, 名誉阁长 - 德号:章德, 马华柏斯里再也Beseri Jaya支会主席)

谢谢各位

Old Memory Part 1

Joanne Teh (bi bi jie jie, the one stay at Aman Perdana), Jess Teh (ann ann jie jie), Joce, Su Ling Jie Jie

this is one of the photos took by my papa

thanks to ann ann for uploading this photo

bcoz of him

i got some photos during old days

bcoz of him

i like taking photo

bcoz of him

i love blogging

i miss the old days~

爱恨交集

心情很复杂

越不想知道

真相却摆在眼前

我

很爱

也很恨

His 1st 7th Days

Today is his 1st "7 days"

Local Hakka do 7 days in every 6th days

went to Padang Sera's Siam Wat which is located in Kedah

to pick his bones which burnt yesterday

no tears on my face

just quite moody

we prayed together with the monks there

his new home is D40330

and saw his young photo @ the wall in the Moral Uplifting Society of Perlis（德教会紫阳阁)

B32 is his new place there

I miss you, papa~

rest in piece~

忘了封号

在讣告和广告里

他们忘了放他的封号 - AMN

现在才知道

原来他也是

马华支会主席

也是德教会的

名誉阁长

**今晚,很期待见到很久没见的

蔡振欲和洪东凯

他们会连同星洲的同仁到来**

RIP, Papa

shocked....

Rest In Piece, my dear Papa

呈辞。忧

看到玻州那位
突然冒起的州议员
呈辞了
应该
另有原因吧

不管怎样
都已经不关他的事了
他

不要再心痒痒了
唉

我也不理了

那游戏
他玩不起
也输不起

我的她与他

决定取消那未确定的旅行
因为
想要完全投入实现自己心中的目标
不想他们继续在那多是非的地方
不想她天天为某人和他吵
不想她再为他担心
不想再听到他那些谎言
我真得很希望
有一天
他们可以靠近我
************************
这次回去
没有通知
想给他们个惊喜
想丢掉所有的废物
想把房间变得更像房间
丢掉那些捆绑她20多年的书物
也让她很分神的作业与资料
对不起，上了学院后，并没有好好的和你沟通，帮你减压
13号后，她正式休息了
这次，
不会乱买东西回家
并打算买他们需要的补品

我还是学不会对亲爱的人说我爱你
但是，会以行动来表示关心

The One Still In Memory 2006-2009

The one in dark shirt -- ah heong ko ko

few years ago, Da Jiu and Jiu Mu visited us that time..
met them at Ah heong koko house in Sri Petaling
that was the last time visited him in his condo

now Da Jiu is coming bck again
remind me the last lunch we had together with Ah Heong koko in Hotel Sri Petaling
he treated me tat lunch
when the time to say goodbye, deep in my heart i was telling myself wanna treat him back
but always dun have the 2nd chance
that is bcoz the bye is the last bye bye to him
when he went to melbourne to relax tat time
i never know he will never back here again
tat time only realised he was so sick...

the feeling of u promise urself wanna treated ur family or relatives better next time
but never come true due to no more chance
is really super bad feeling ...
and this time, i will spend some time with Da Jiu and Jiu Mu
as never know when would the next time pay them a visit again @ Perth ..

more links:
http://jocelynlai.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!50A823BE951D1878!429.entry
http://jocelynlai.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!50A823BE951D1878!439.entry


**arhh , suddenly missing the crunchy nougat, gonna grab some from Jusco**