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this morning, finally raining after hazzy for so long..
finally can feel ab it fresh air....
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browse some web & go to one blog....
read & read,,,,
suddenly i clear my mind....
push myself out from the pass memory
yess PASSS memory...
then i moody again...
dunno y i always so easily influence by ppl.....
suddenly feel very diff to breath...
so sad in heart...
long time dun have such feeling oredi...
i think i was addicted....
not by the drugs but by ppl...
I believe i can manage to control myself...
will recover as long as no more contact, chatting, msn, yahoo or anything ...
pls bless me...