life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I'm sorry for the times that I had to go I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I'm sorry for the times I would neglectI'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware That you can't sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I am so proud to call you my girl
(Bridge) I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can apologize for being wrong Then it's just a shame on me I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
Chorus You can put the blame on me (4x) you can put the blame on me (3x) You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn't know what to that you had to go and sell those packs Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree He got up and left you there all alone I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief I'm sorry that your son was once a I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I would've listened and not be so bad I'm sorry your life turned out this way I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away
(Bridge) I'm sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me I'm sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut downI hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage Enter 21 you know the club they say Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame, Verizon back out disgracing my name I'm just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I'll take that blame Even though the blame's on you (3x) I'll take that blame from you And you can put that blame on me (2x) can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me (less)
Song is "Over You" by Daughtry. No copyright infringement intended.
Now that it's all said and done I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath I felt as if I was in way to deep Guess I let you get the best of me
(Chorus)Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time ago! And I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know I'm slowly getting closure I guess it's really over I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together' Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!!!
You took a hammer to these walls Dragged the memories down the hall Packed your bags and walked away There was nothing I could say, And when you slammed the front door shut A lot of other's opened up So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me (Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time ago And I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know
Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time ago Now I'm slowly getting closerI guess it's really over I'm finally gettin' better Now I'm picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together And I got over you!!! The day I thought I'd never get throughI got over you... (less)
recently not really in the good mood since mon.. it might bcoz due to the reason bcoz mc on mon and the impact to me quite bad this month back to the room st was the person who buzz me lazy to explain anything and turn off my MSN keep on and off the MSN for few times
then HP ring for few times and the person still was ST no in the mood to pick up calls as the water was bz dropping turn off the HP as well on back MSN few message from WL & even Eliz guess ST told her about me
Thanks for Eliz and ST concerns and i m still very well, i know i will and i must..
Sleep at 6.30am in the morning after drunk forced myself to wake up early in the morning juz to grab the tix for rynn concert reach BTS around 1 something. miss out rynn's part and the ticket booth looks lousy the Org is quite weird.. only can buy tix with cash.. sumore cannot select the seats of the concert =.=" this is bcoz the concert is not computerised.. everything has been printed according to the number seat
180 seats are very middle in the hall 250 is very very right side.. selected 180 as planned earlier.. looking forward to listen he sing the new song in the concert :)
**the concert only allow Sony Cybershot camera to bring in =.="**
since the David Tao concert last year Sept, oredi 1 year not yet watch any concerts until now Dec 2007 is the happening month as many artists are having their concerts and hence, decided to watch some concerts in the Dec well well well... i think i m really sick..
1st is SHE fall on 1st Dec this day crash with RCC annual dinner where they planned to have beach party this year and the only way grab the chance to join is to win in any games/ sports competition me and kl oredi grabbed own ticket for this after that Futsal match and have to give up this chance to see those leng lui and leng cai as i have decided watch SHE concert
This is followed by Rynn 1st Concert in Malaysia. This concert is going to held at KLCC KLConvention Center, Plenary Hall where this place is the most expensive place among the places in KL for concert Going to this concert only got 1 reason, bcoz he is Rynn Lin Yu Zhong. This is the only concert that not yet buy the tix..
3rd concert, is Jolin Live In Genting 2007 Jolin Live in Genting 2005, i went with my goodfrens in life having a great moment v them during the concert & also experienced the time when i found out they cheated me for a small matter go to the same place, same weather, same singer will recall the 2005 concert hope really can enjoy it
Last but not least (maybe Jay concert would be the last for next year) is Never Apart- Michael Live In Genting 2008 First ever watch the concert in close distance not going v Ann Ann jiejie for Michael concert this time and this would be first time watch idol concert with the front seat not regret of paying that amount as he is Michael - the one i start listen his song since i was 13 really looking forward to this..
**well well, since when we all so crazy for these concerts recently? maybe bcoz both also crazy ppl**
Had bat kut teh as our lunch as we planned earlier.. This was the most time spent at lunch which took 1 hour 25 mins >> this is not in the plan.
back to office, find out something and start not really in the good mood.. received an email from who claimed he is Ah Heong koko fren's who read my blog and only know the news of Ah Heong koko who had passed away. this fella is trying to get Ah Heong koko's wife's email. i was so shocked and thanks to internet.. they view my blog and only knew my cousi brother issue after keep on sending him email but no response from him..
well, from this email, it remind me my dearest cousin brother.. eyes feeling wet again.. frankly speaking, from the time i knew he passed away in Melbourne, i really wanted to know where is his funeral. but still not able to ask them as they are terribly sad about this almost 1 year but guess deeply in their heart. they still cannot calm down yet.. especially my 1st aunty.. as this cousin brother made the family quite proud with..
continue the night by meeting up v ah tu in SS2. this fren still survive in KL after 1 month and this fren wanna acc me go to view house the next day since wanling working in the morning..
put the alarm at 8.30am but juz suddenly woke up at 7am.. do nothing with the eyes opened and cannot sleep anymore suddenly receive LV sms and so shocked and straight jump up from the bed when has been told she had appendix operation and now still in the hospital gosh..
no wonder yesterday failed to call her for N times until leave a vm also no response from her from the beginning of suspecting she kena food poisoning until she did the appendix operation
juz feel nth is impossible anything anytime anyone will get such thing if we duno take care ourselves b4 we really appreciate anythings around us, we should take care of ourselves first or else will get no chance to show our appreciation at all
Later gonna go to visit this fren at sjmc get well soon, my dear fren, LV.
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12, Oct, Fri Reach house, suddenly Marcus called me suggest to have dinner + mid night movie later agreed after quite a long time din seen him finish changing shirt, jeans, put on watch + fragrance.. the moment wanna step out the room, i m hesitating.. bcoz 2nite my car was parked inside bcoz get a place , consider quite lucky if went out oredi sure no place for me to park sure will get summon if park outside hence ffk this goodfren sumore i cannot reach wanling after few times calling
continue the night by chatting with Vin wow this fella came buzz me at msn.. quite rare to chat v him as he is very bz all the time feel funny when he told that if he stil din buzz me i will 4got him well, how i going to 4got such a nice Singapore fren, sumore he is Jennifer fren?
showed him an article i wrote about him during the first time he visits Malaysia hahahaa he is so happy after read it and find out how nice he is in the article and keep telling me his name is vincent but not WIN WIN=vin is same and he also agreed that not every SGrian very kia su at least he is not the one of Kia Su ppl
13 Oct, Sat continue outings after last night ffk fren while waiting for Marcus, Desmond and wanling reach MV juz lepaking around Gardens this Gardens looks like another Starhill (is not the design but the shops there exactly like Starhill) came across v many brands which are not tat familiar with and Robinsons looks nice (among 3 new shopping centers opening, still left 1 not yet visit) suddenly nice music atttracts me
piano + voilin + 大提琴 = nice music suddenly remind me the ochestra of YTL organized few years ago 突然很想念
Continue the outings in MV GSC WAtch Residents Evil 3 很血腥也很紧张 RE3 quite not bad.. guess Mr Tung should be very happy since they dstribute this movie.
next target is bowling well, not really in playing any games and as expected, hahaah i m the one who always "wash longkang"
continue with the unplan day and v move on to Low Yat Red Box reach there 9.20pm and they buffet dinner going to end on 10pm while waiting for Desmond and Kevin reach here, v oredi starting to grab our foods after few times grabbing the food, the table no place for us to put the foods until have to pu on the sofa you can imagine how kia su we r.. hahaha
we took the birthday package since we have 5 ppl here RM218++ with 3 jars drink + 1 sparling water + 1 0.5kg cake + 3 titbits this is the first time we ate + drink water until so full in K session at 12am, suddenly the song bcome bday song but non of us is having bday ahahahahaha quite funny as if the bday cake is for 5 of us
Kelvin + Desmond + Wanling + Joce + Marcus
Kelvin + Joce
Joce + Marcus
Joce + Wanling
Desmond + Joce
Joce with Cake
Wanling + Marcus
Desmond with cake
Kelvin + Desmond
Cake + sparkling Juice
Kelvin + Desmond + Wan Ling
Desmond + Wan Ling
*this is quite some time hang out with Marcus and Desmond brothers after 2 years ago we went to Jolin concert 2005 Marcus, my goodfren, suddenly so 热情 to show he also treat me as his good fren =.=" 虽然我还是当他是我的goodfren 但并不代表他也还是当我是goodfren*