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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

MSN Chat

Me: r u referring to J?
ST (status:If u do something bad u will get back what u do it before.Is a CURSE!!!): yes
Me: believe wat goes around comes around
but i cannot see (i mean i cannot see it happen on u also, haihh)
ST: cannot see what?
Me: Some revenge
ST: u say wat? say clearly ma
Me: ooooooo
say liao lo
ST: dunno
=.=
say la
always like tat
Me: wat always
ST: no idea what u talking lo
not understand lo
bz meh u
Me: not eraly
no la
u better duno (bcoz i m referring to u, u did that b4)..
hahahaa
ok dun say liao
ST: =.=
ok then dont choi u liao

2009

I dun believe there will be any good start if ending with not a very good year
some ppl say worse come and go, then will be good things reach
not put so much hope as dun wan disappoint more
not really set a resolution
but still got somethings to do / or changes to make

Aim of 2009
- need a change in the daily task
- game officially ended and no more game
- reborn & upgrading
- more alert and careful when selecting fren
- keep monitoring
- concerntrating on learning Jap , no more other distraction
- need to have more activities especially outdoor one
- continue trying new things and explore more

for those who understand me well will know wat are the things i refer to above..
no matter wat, I strongly believe in what goes around comes around

Monday, December 29, 2008

Grapess

watching korean drama about the grapes garden story
one of the scenes is about
grapes competition - where they need to pijak pijak on the grapes
some pijak v frends, some with family, some v special person
the angles very warm, sweet + touch...
nice ~

Conversation Part 1

N Years ago, while waiting for 2pm, see those couples in front of the schools where gal with highlight hair, guy v cigeratte after school

A: (has been waiting for 10 mins) Why u so late today? Dating v guys ah?
B: no la.. just now pk (Pengawas keceriaan) meeting delay..
A: I warn u ah.. dun patto during school days, UNDERSTAND?
B: Oooooooo
A: u see those gals and guys there, dun learn from them.... bla bla bla
B: yala..

Dicussing about 3G in Perlis in the car
A: now even kuala perlis also got 3G already
B: so now how many places in Perlis got 3G
A: 2 lo, Kuala Perlis and Kangar
B: then where were u during BBQ that day?
A: jiu ying li lo (a ulu place nearby padang besar)...(九英里)
B: that place got 3G meh? how come can video call v u that time??
A: no mah... that time i oredi on the way back

(the Q is for the video call that made by B video call from a house tat night
STOP LYING!!)

Playing the phones of each other @ Starbucks NZX
B: (see the logs) who is this Boey Sim? Why everytime she need to miss call you and you have to call back? (by showing the log record at least got 5 times miss call and call back)
A: she is the one that hired to take care of the maid lo...she got urgant thing to discuss tat y lo
B: yah right.. u hired ppl din pay for her meh? y she got no $$ to make a call? I tot only me will do this (miss call and A call back) and Why got ppl do this to u also?
A: r u checking on me?
B: Yes, so? cannot check on u meh?
A: (bu shuang and walk away)
C: (busy playing games + the place is noisy hence hear nothing)

N years ago, A always monitor B bcoz scare patto thing influence the exam
N years later, B learn from A, monitor back
this is so called : Learn and Use

**why 3 persons are so difficult to get simple life?? why make things complicated?? HATE**
**if there is 2nd time, i wanna exchange simple life and lovely place i stay with my inti time, with my lovely frens, v my nice nice colleagues and ex colleagues and v waterever i had**

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Lian Ai Mao . Beauty Talk

this is the oxy mask of Beauty Talk.. watch nv ren wo jiu da should feel familiar v this..
nice choc during xmas period
Eliz say i need lian ai mao..

Be Stupid

be stupid is the best way to pretend urself from knowing the fact
the liar
the fake
and so on
u happy, me happy (i wonder), everyone happy (looks like)...

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Another Way Of Xmas Celebration

after sending eliz back to Sunway.. the way from traffic light to LDP is damn jam
use small road to go NKVE
recently use this highway to speed
remember me the days speeding on MRR2

recall back the conversation when video call him
as expected
festive season not at home
recall back the words he lie
tears cannot control
speeding + dropping tears along NKVE
wat else i can do

plus recall that morning
got someone asked me
y u dun wan apply to that team
telling the reason that given
wat else ....

tear drop when the time show 00:00 25 Dec
this xmas is not merry

Monday, December 22, 2008

Congratulations, Bee Sin

YM with Bee Sin recently
only find out she is waiting for my reply to her wedding dinner
hehehhe
well... i really seldom check my yahoo mail, sorry

luckily that place is at Klang...
hehehe
for sure i will go...
and might meet some of her BCP classmate last time...
can't wait to meet them.. :D
really wonder hows everyone now..
Congrates agian, my pretty ex roomate in Inti hostel last time...

Learning VS N85

with the recent blur photos taken..
still learning to take photo v this phone..
at least this one.. after shooting, process more faster than previous N73
not really try out the video yet...
and GPS
not really prefer its GPS
i oredi miss the junction only ask me turn left =.="
and i was juz driving @ 80 to 90km/j
prefer ladies than gentleman voice in that GPS
and reaction is slow (try to find other ways if miss out junction or wat)
still learning to use it...
and oredi activiate that NGage game...
and the so called free game - Star War is boring

** dun have the time to set the theme, loaded mp3 & sms ringtone yet**

Photo Frame For Her

Double side photo frame
Funny pose
Initial photo frame from Royal Selangor

this is the one inside that parcel =)

Xmas Decoration @ cubicle


well, i m not the christian.. put it juz for fun..

Bye Bye Jacky



As usual.. always take photo for those last day in IBM =)

Saturday, December 20, 2008

This Baru Called Pro

Wenawave GLot100@ Sg Wang

went to Wenawave Saloon this noon
our appointment was 12:30pm
have some chit chat v this hairstylist young hairstylist - Ken Lim when cutting my hair
tot he is 23
but he is 24
haha still looks younger even from the photo in IFeel or real person...
saw his interview article on this month iFeel
and no wonder juz now he looks so familiar...
he keep on mentioning that his requirement very high.. and will do (set hair / cutting) until he satisfy about his "product" + his job is to use the hair to cover not perfect place of the face
This hairstylist is very professional + good in entertaining the customer+ energetic + friendly

i like the color of the hair
and he also very satisfy that "product"
hahaaa although bit sharp
they keep add on the colors to my hair if found some place is unbalance >> impressive (as previously went to a saloon near Atria Shopping Center and that fella wont do so and asking me to highlight the hair coz my hair still show dark even already dye with color)
after settle our hair, he then rush to MY FM for an interview..


** he got the right attitude and got the potential to be one of the top hairstylist in MY**
** this is not a really god experience got keep sneezing non stop in the saloon + cannot talk so much**

Tarot Experience

after that steamboat...
went to 69 shop which is located bhind BTS
bcoz tat Tarrot master until 1am
so still managed to reach there b4 that time
hahaaha
so nervous
as this is the 1st time visit

each person per time only can ask 2 Q
the 1st Q i ask the super sui thing this year
that master looks young.. and funny
the words she say
shocked me
and get more and more shocking
when she told me about the answer of 2nd Q
hahahahaaa
and eliz keep laughing bcoz the things she mentioned
is exactly like tat person

funny and tired experience..

Tired Day

leave office by 7.20pm
rush to sunway for that bbp steamboat that facing LDP
meet up v eliz and lai v
surprisingly
met st and his gf again during steamboat

eliz and me showing our blue blue and blur blur face due to recent issues
st curious y i also blue face
suddenly mention me " she sendiri cari one"
lai v so shocked & tot he also knew that thing..luckily he juz simply say say
but if he knew that he shouldn't say that bcoz.....

mention about the time went redang...
ahahahah
okie tat time realy fun...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Release

finally i m okie with they come down.....
i dun wan everyday feel diff to breath
bcoz of these kind of things
trouble me
and dec
is the last month of 2008
i dun see any good thing for piggy in 2009
no matter wat...
i will try my best for our new mission

tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong...
not easy ...

Bet

had a bet v eliz recently
and my housemate is the judge
we see
who can faster climb up from that hole
okie 6 months? sound a bit longer
who will win??
no idea..
but we got our new mission from now on
heheheehe

**remark of the day: 5 mark >> fail **

Coffee Effect No More Working

this morning
feeling bit headache
+ the feeling of the egg bun make me wanna vomit
i stress
bcoz of the jap exam is coming soon
and i still not in the mood to study
stresss
bcoz no matter how i try to decrease it
the number of ticket still hitting 30
having coffee in the morning
and coffee to me.. no more special effect
i wont rush for toilet..
at least.. 2 days..
something is wrong...as cant output as well
aiksss

Monday, December 15, 2008

发疯

housemate说
我每半年都会发疯一次
哈哈
可能被我刚刚那
"他妈的"吓到了吧
很多时候
心情不好
偏偏遇上说错话的旧同学

加上我不想知道
偏偏又要给我看的照片
喜欢和同乡的女生谈天是你的事
干我屁事!!

加上和他通电话
谈起又要到云顶
想到当年
我发现的那张照片
很爽的和王八蛋出去泰国玩
那很不好的回忆
偏偏又再次唤醒


我受够了


不要再自我虐待了

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Price

went to Nokia Center @ the Curve
N96 selling price is 2.9
and the dealer price is juz around 2.1 for ori
wat a big diff
and i m not getting that 2.1 bcoz of some reasons
sorry for those if really want to get cheaper one
as i cannot help much also with some reasons..
dun ask me why..

Friends, Need Ur Phone Num Pls..

leng cai and leng lui,

I need ur hp number due to losing that sim card..
please sms me and let me know ur names...


thank you very much.

devil gal,
Joce

Saturday, December 13, 2008

SMK Perlis





this is one of the reason Why i like video functions...
bcoz can record any time any where
and since when our SMKPs students getting fierce ==.=="

Friday, December 12, 2008

Summary Of 2008

Its the time to make another summary of the year -2008
which is a nice number for me but not a really nice year

4 simple words to conclude it -- shun qi zi ran

when u saw something , v the feeling of, must be that one... no more other
when u can expect the result but
things change at the last min and the changes (another word is barrier) sometimes is that 0.01%

hit the hard wall kaokao few times
until i have to admit
sometimes if something belongs to u
its really belongs to u
no matter wat happen also

at least bought something i planned
and these furniture make my room looks smaller and hot hot
at the same time, i lost the one acc me for 1.7 years -N73

and i did get the chance to be a bad gal
and now is the time back to my normal life

**well to me, video is more important than photo
bcoz video capture
the happy moment, the laugh, the smile , the touch , the sadness, the accident, the proof even evidence**

**9685, mana satu?? aiks**

ありがと ございます
Arigato Gozaimasu
for those
teasing, scolding, helping, caring, friendly, cheerful, lovely fren
and those the thing cause sadness, tears, and i hate throughout the year
bcoz of the experience gain
fill up my 2008 with some memories =)
Cheers~~

Check Yes Juliet - We the Kings




Lyrics:
Check yes Juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
check yes Juliet
kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes Juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
we're flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by my side

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be...

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
You and me
You and me


finally found this songs that rock me recently..
another rock songs enjoy the most =/

little chili - Jun Yi


check her profile in live space
and wow she already 17
hahaha
the years
full of challenging
and gonna go U soon
the moment i first saw her in 1st aunt house
she was still in kindergarten and can speak very good english tat time
and very good in talking
that y called as little chili
and now this chili already grow up

went julie jie jie house to overnite during the 1st sem in inti
due to the ghost thingy in the block A hostel

poor little chili tat time cannot study bcoz i was sleeping at her study room
ahahaha

suddely feel getting older and older
going to the 5th year soon after leaving nilai

**miss that butter prawn rice of xiao ji**
**To Ah Heong koko fren,

heard that my dearest cousin brother still in AU
and not sure his wife got back here or not..
pls contact Jun Yi to know more

dare not ask them much about this eventhough he already gone for few years**

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Jogoya 2008 Dinner @ Starhill Galary 10122008


this is the 1st time
went there with bunch of ladies and kids
and its getting worse than dinner serve during ladies night promotion period in 2007

this year...
not much selection for the crab
cannot find xue yu anymore

we did had a bad experience b4 confirmed for the dinner
call the restaurant so call hotline
not easy to get through
if get through also only can hear the operator is bz
and keep on pressing * juz to hold on the line and wait and wait
once we reached them, asking if can add more ppl from initial 8 to 10 persons
but the good staff keep saying "cannot , fully booked"
imgaine when u keep calling the same number for few hours and finally spoke to someone but that person keep telling these words to u..
$#&*(#(*@^#*#@#&*(#()@#(
phone service : ------ (super poor)
Food : ----
this time is not worth it at all
and getting poorer and poorer than the hi tea i had in nov

Gathering For Perlis Lang

our perlis group in fb
is having invitation to have a gathering during jan 2009

rejected this invitation bcoz i tot gonna held in perlis or wat
manatau is clubbing in kl
guess only went clubbing for 3 times this year

oh yes...
mana tu lee chuan...
ish ish.. waiting him for clubbing although his bday oredi passed (in nov)

wanling & julian
do u guys attend that gathering org by senior?
as usual, if wl go then i go
ahahahhaahah

this time i dun wan to release via clubbing

Found. Surprise

browsing some photos
and finallyfound that mistery person
added as fren
and under expectation
is NA

=============================

know a new fren
added as fren as well
then surprise to see
the person is not i thought of (race)
and not in the mood to joke
hence lazy to show online

**really lazy to entertain ppl recently**
**thinking wat i m actually want?**

Options

has been looking for the hp in the market
SE that one nice but but but it seems dun have front camera
tat is important part if wanna video call ppl

85 and 96
got ad and disad
juz not in the mood to do a decision
esp when there r some options to choose

feeling lazy...
--________________--

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Quote Of The Day #2

Drink tea (chinese tea) not only can release urself , also can release the sadness as well..

**not sure how true, get this quote from the TVB oldies drama recently**

Quote Of The Day # 1

The deeper you go, the shitty you got...

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Give & Take

someone mention about take and give 2nite...
thinking bout
if got a chance, can i accept?
yes i can..but can i trust?
i dun have any confidence
after few times been cheated by someone u trust the most..

**thank you**

========================================================
m i looks like easy bully ppl?
okie this time i m really bloody angry..
sorry, i cannot control when talking to u
cny wanna go back or not... still spinning in my brain

**soul still sick sick sick**

Monday, December 08, 2008

Congrates - Sandy Wang

read through BIT ex classmate- Wang Jun's blog
find out time really pass so fast
hahaha
recently her 2nd children juz born
well, this time is a boy
gal + boy = good (word in mandarin)
happy to know that
she is enjoying her life
enjoying as a mother

and blog is the only way we can know each other news
congrate for the new born baby boy =)

RCC Fun Club 2008. Nomination

finally December come
and last event for Fun Club Committee 2008 will be the Annual Dinner that has been postponed
this year
the ads for Committee 2009 already out
this 2009 year a bit different
as this can be nominate by anyone
well...
i did nominate 2 ppl from the same team
one of them fulfill the criteria of committee 2009 they need the most - photographer
good luck guys..

Day Without N73- 1. Xmas Decoration

RCC Fun Club is encouraging IBMer to decorate the cubicle with xmas thingy
there is a competition of best decoration for xmas for individual and team

bought some decoration from Jusco
one of them is Merry Christmas words
well this year xmas
is not Merry at all
unable to snap the photo of my cubicle now...

戒.习惯

要戒掉的习惯
好像很多


戒掉
每次回家时经过都会望一望
戒掉
注意友人的FB,部落格和友人最新的部落格
戒掉
和友人一起看怪谈和百万大歌星
戒掉
和友人MSN/yahoo/Sametime
戒掉
那不爽当友人因为某人而开心
戒掉
香港

电话

友人来找我时
提到我的电话一直打不通

确定遗失电话那一刻
我慌了
友人说应立即停掉sim card
接着望着那百万大歌星
愣了

泪悄悄流下
不想被看到
就离开位子

还好所有影片,照片
都有备份

它的遗失也好
因为会遗忘那些让我背叛自己的短讯

**很讨厌现在的自己
甚至可以
在电梯打翻McD的咖啡**

雨天

最近的心情很灰
把那稍微的关心误以为你真的关心
让我对自己反悔了

**********************

你说你很开心
还说你能把那些珍贵的照片复原
看了那些照片
加上你的状态
也知道是谁让你那么开心

之前的距离是那么的近
现在却那么的远

不知道那百万大歌星是因为你喜欢
所以我才看
反正现在已不重要了
我还是会继续观怪谈
就算这一切一切由怪谈开始

明明不喜欢复杂关系
却又继续着
遗失了电话
启发了我
是时候丢掉一些回忆
否则失去更多

谢谢你
让我上网当我的电脑出问题
谢谢你
借我肩膀当我累的时候
谢谢你
很多很多
也许你认为我是玩玩的
但我不是
我们就到此为止吧

**********************
eliz:不知道为什么我会变成这样
并有把你的话听进去

**你看不懂,也更不会去翻译这些文字**

Sunday, December 07, 2008

2008 娱协奖颁奖典礼大会主题曲 - STAR





STAR (2008娛協獎大會主題曲)
(李志清) 會唱歌 我還要會寫歌
生存在娛樂圈的功夫必須很了得
(品冠) 失敗要爬起 成功要謙虛
努力了之后也不懂 有沒有人曉得

(光良) 沒關系 有辛酸有苦澀
那故事才能精彩得讓所有人記得
(易桀齊) 別人看不起 夢想撐到底
(張棟樑) 我知道有一天 我肯定會發光發熱

(曹格) I Wanna Be A Star
掌聲為我轟炸
用音樂讓全世界瞬間被感動溶化
(梁靜茹) 讓沙漠都開花 壞孩子變聽話
感謝你對我的崇拜已經無法自拔

(林宇中) We Wanna Be A Star
把榮耀帶回家
Be With Us 有你的愛我們什麼都不怕
(羅憶詩) 閃光燈停不下 笑得我臉發麻
有你們才能讓我們所有的夢想變得偉大

(伍家輝) 會唱歌 我還要會寫歌
生存在娛樂圈的功夫必須很了得
(陳威全) 失敗要爬起 成功要謙虛
(謝婉婷) 努力了之后也不懂 有沒有人曉得

(黃浚源) 沒關系 有辛酸有苦澀
那故事才能精彩得讓所有人記得
(黃威爾) 別人看不起 夢想撐到底
我知道有一天 我肯定會發光發熱

(許俾文) I Wanna Be A Star
掌聲為我轟炸
(童欣) 用音樂讓全世界瞬間被感動溶化
(溫力銘) 讓沙漠都開花 壞孩子變聽話
(李吉漢) 感謝你對我的崇拜已經無法自拔

(張起政) We Wanna Be A Star
把榮耀帶回家
(黎升銘) Be With Us 有你的愛我們什麼都不怕
(二號旋) 閃光燈停不下 笑得我臉發麻
(馬嘉軒) 有你們才能讓我們所有的夢想變得偉大

(大合唱) I Wanna Be A Star
掌聲為我轟炸
用音樂讓全世界瞬間被感動溶化
讓沙漠都開花 壞孩子變聽話
感謝你對我的崇拜已經無法自拔

We Wanna Be A Star
把榮耀帶回家
Be With Us 有你的愛我們什麼都不怕
閃光燈停不下 笑得我臉發麻
有你們才能讓我們所有的夢想變得偉大

**i know this year PWH oredi pass but juz wanna listen to this song**

Crying For N73

this is the 2nd time i lost my hp
first time in Inti
now sumwhere in Equine

cannot recall whether dropped in during sent the car to wash
or dropped in Jusco Equine

few attacks recently
cannot find the next step to take
to move on? hiding myself? to pretend nothing happen? or to take risk?

**how nice if still can see the aeroplane landing on that Bunga Raya again..
where is the new landing place??**

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Words VS CNY

everyone will say very hurt things when angry...
last nite i told him
since u no heart to invite me
then this dec u no need come down kl v her to find me
if u come i also wont go to pick u up...
i know this is hurt...
when the moment i told
but i think he won't understand my feeling
bcoz to him, this is really a small thing

he only know to out v his so called frens
for wat come and find me bcoz the only place go is genting (oredi 2 years)

i started thinking
whether i m going to go back during this CNY
this is not bcoz of whom he go v his trip i suspected earlier
is bcoz this is not the 1st time going trip by himself
he still can asking me whether wanna go even he plan to go v fren
not inviting me but juz informing me

**i will also inform him that i will not back this CNY**
**i juz learn and use from wat i see, feel**

Friday, December 05, 2008

Cry-ing

i called him
and asked him
y he never invite me to go
he giv me the damn excuses say she also dun wan go , so no need ask u lo
then say this trip invited by his fren, that uncle
i told him this is not the point
the point is
he will never ask me whether i wanan go along anot
"y other ppl can go together , y i cannot go v my family?"
"y got any trip, he won't got the heart to ask me to join?"
dun giv me the damn excuses about N years ago i mentioned b4 i dun like ulu place
keep ask me dun angry for the small thing
yes this kind of thing is small to him
but is big to me
now i know the level of daughter in his heart
when talking and talking
my voice increase and started crying
and hand up his call

i know i should not like that
but i cannot control
and my trears drop
and turn off the phone
invisible myself

** i dun wan see myself crying as i m sitting in front of mirror
hence turn off the light**
**when i turn off hp, i duno who i can call as i canot remember those 016 numbers**

Changes VS SDM

A lot of changes are on going
I still not to use v it or 2 face it
One of the changes is our DSM

Last time when someone in my team leave
we have a team gathering + farewell + welcoming new member and treat the person who gonna sayonara
our trend is changing since last year
replace by photo frame + our team photo v it + farewell dinner cum gathering

as usual
we did have few choices for the photo frame
but guess more and more frames we gonna choose soon
we had decided one of the frame from Royal Selangor + engrave (still thinking the phrase) + send via air mail
**guess she will be surprised and touch by receiving this farewell gift**

She is kinda traditional JP ppl who is workholic
can send (reply) email at 11pm something where we already sleep and started to send new email/reply email at 4am where we still in our dream
oh gosh
and very expert and familiar with each and every applications we are supporting
**more and more new applications come in since 2006 the desk moved here**

Whenever I received her Sametime message
I always be alert
and be prepared with my tickets
**bcoz i quite careless sometimes**

Thanks her for
backing me up when I was in the grey area (灰色地带) by understanding the steps and investigation i had done to understand well
Thanks her for
visiting us that time and we all really enjoy the moment
Thanks her for
the ideas, investigation steps that done thoroughly (checking all the related applications for 1 issue) that made us to have this kind of practise b4 we go to get advise from her
Thanks her for
encouraging me when she told me :"your test call of GHD is the best call in all GEOs"
Thanks her for
giving me the chance to meet up v different SMEs from different countries + understand more how the done their things in this March @ SG

Take care, SDM
Hope u can visit us again =)

Class VS Exam

Yesterday class, our せんせ(sense) mentioned about the coming few PH we dun have class
next week got 2 PH + Xmas + New Year
yeah... finally can rest
but but but
our exam is nearer...
sei la..
cannot recognise those hiragana yet...
aiks...
i m getting lazy and lazy after college time

**so scare fail in the exam...scare of XXX**

A Letter To Myself

Dear Joce,

I admitted that i failed recently.
I broke the promise that made to myself earlier.
Its not bcoz the shift maintain till feb 2009 or longer

no matter wats the reason
I know wat am i doing now...
and I know that men's fragrance still unable to giv out this year..
lets see how...

Regards,
Soul of Joce

**keep blasting Jolin's Yi Ge Ren everyday repeat N times**

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Plan Changed

supposingly to have gathering v intian gangs this 13 and / or xmas eve
due to unexpected things happened
I guesss no more plan for xmas eve...
but still hope we can gather that night
aikssss
and xmas... fall on Thursday...
arhhh
i have to attend my Japanese classss
**sob sob**

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

SoMe ThoughtS

recently keep receiving bad news
and to her
she face lots of things
tons of stress
family, carreer , etc
aiks
i duno how to comfort ppl
i m not that kind of person will giv a big hug if someone need companion
i m not good in comforting ppl as well
hope she really can cope everything on wat she is facing now

**suddenly feel tat those intian guys aiks...
at least those i meet always not treating gal well
maybe... should not put more attention on intian ppl**

Cover Of Cup

watch zhu guang bao qi
one of the episod mention
she pick up his cover of cup and put on her cup
and the cover size is ngam ngam to put on the cup
and she had made her decision..
what bout me?

**hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................**

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

目标-没达到

原以为今年会一天一篇blog
怎知道还是无法达到
现在还差87篇
几乎是这个月需要每天写3篇
这很难
工作日
上日语课和futsal已经占据了3天
周末的时间是用来复习和休息
也正努力上传video到youtube

Translation:
Aim – Not reach

I thought this year I will write a blog per day
Manatau until now still cannot reach this aim
And still lack of 87 posts
Average 3 days per posts for this month
This is quite difficult for me
Bcoz during weekdays
Jap class + futsal oredi spend 3 days
Weekends is the time for study jap + resting
And also bz uploading all the videos taken in this year to the youtube

Monday, December 01, 2008

补发:感想

她们的反应
是预料中的事
没有人能接受或喜欢复杂
不管是东西还是感情
知道她们的用意
也很清楚不好听的一句:这是浪费时间
请再给我一点点时间
这一切一切都将结束

**有点厌倦了这样的日子**
**written this in my word templete some time ago..**

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Happy =)

browse marcus punya friendster via chong nam there
spotted marcus already updated some photos he took in Turkey trip v his family
and his smile showing on his face
i know
he is enjoying
the life
the career
the trip
and everything he had now...
happy to know that =)

ColourFul


found out the Traffic Feed suddenly so colourful
hahaha
and some of the flags of some country
is unfamiliar at all... =)

蔡依林 - 怕什麼



怕什麼
作詞:鄭淑妃(妤辰) 作曲:李偉菘 編曲:Terence Teo

能感覺你手很暖和 能感覺你是特別的
當我的手被你牽著 在街頭在風中放縱

隨你到世界最盡頭 隨你上山去放煙火
當你唱著 生日快樂 我感動 你讓我受寵

*我不再怕什麼 躲什麼 我只想知道你在想什麼
 請貼近我的心貼近我的耳朵
 聽你輕輕的 輕輕的 輕輕的說 到底我是你的什麼

我不再怕什麼 躲什麼
我只想知道你愛不愛我
現在我安靜的 貼在你的胸口
等你說 聽你說 說愛我

我肯定你是愛我的 我肯定你是認真的
你會愛我天長地久 全世界為我們祝賀

Repeat *

怕什麼 躲什麼(說愛我)
知道你愛不愛我(怕什麼)
現在我安靜的 貼在你的胸口
等你說 聽你說 說愛我

蔡依林 - 節拍器



是我越来越想你
还是隐形了自己
小心翼翼你的语气
配合你的表情
我的好胜心为你舍弃
以为这就是爱情
直到自己没空气
才发现不能再继续
我不愿意再为了讨你的欢心
别让我的心
像是上紧发条的节拍器
我的呼吸慢慢跟不上节拍器
最初的设定
我们交叉在不同频率
美丽
放弃
时间把我们遗弃
究竟快乐伤心
爱要多少世纪
才能够停止寻觅
不再演你爱的自己
脱下了语气节拍器
再一细数我的孤寂
可不可以
不够再跟着你靠近
我可以安静
聆听时间倒转的旋律
暂停

一個人 - 蔡依林 Jolin Tsai



一個人
作詞:管啟源 作曲:黃韻仁 編曲:黃韻仁

從皮包裡抽出我們的照片 沙發要移到客廳的另一邊
晚飯後你可以多嚐幾口香煙 已經沒有什麼人會埋怨

*今天 陰天 今天又是星期天 唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
 反正我不知道怎樣打發時間 出門或不出門沒差別

#一個人到底應該睡右邊或左邊 兩個人連一次爭吵都值得紀念
 一個人偶爾感到寂寞在所難免 你的氣味還留在枕頭邊

@一個人我重新適應一切不方便 兩個人不一定就成全一個世界
 一個人關燈看見記憶的橫切面 沒有光線過去那些情節更明顯

Repeat * #,@

更明顯

yesterday nite Equine Park blackout again
heard ppl shouting : how to bath in the darkness??
keep playing jolin album using hp and came across this song
enjoy it alone..

Operetta Choc~


bought this from Marks & Spencer
try this..
similar to Ferrero
ok still prefer Ferrero
nice try for those choc lover...

Right Hand Side EP


Finally bought MIchael latest EP - Right Hand Side
also the Expensive EP - RM69.90
2 new songs + 2 new songs kala version + 2 new songs MV (dvd)
my gosh...
the reason is bcoz
this EP is not releasing in Msia
and this EP is imported version =.="

Water Fish...

found out this article very funny
well.. never think she is so fake
at least among the eyes of press
they think she is fate..
juz for sharing~~

http://www.nanyang.com/index.php?ch=187&pg=839&ac=906657

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Whats Next?

If everything is under expectation
then again... i failed ..
this would be the 2nd time..
if 3rd time i still failed
for sure
bye bye to the place
really...
exhausted...

Friday, November 28, 2008

Tanjobi Omedeto Buddies~!!

happy bday to Julian & Xavier.

Tanjobi Omedeto~~

the cake below was bought for my housemate..
keekeke
well.. from the box , this cake from that SS15 that Jap style Bakery - RT Pastry House

**housemate, surprise~~
dun so touch okie? hahaha**



**An an Jie jie, Hapy Bday on 29Nov**

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

A Heart Broken Call

In the car, the phone ring then stop
it seems like a missed i always did to him
he called back
the conversation he mentioned about
he juz met his kia, on the way going to have lunch, will take xx time bus

and according to him
the caller was one of the worker in his maid thing
he hired 2 ppl, 1 guy 1 "ah ma"
yah right=.="
this so called "ah ma" sound so young meh

dun giv me bloody lame excuses
who the heck and why the heck if u going to tell or "report" what u going to do next if the person is juz normal worker only?
i m not using si fut to think
i got brain to think okie

mentioned about he is going to play
go to medan in dec
and she dun wan follow
of coz la
go to this kind of place, who wanna follow
if go bali or wat then diff story
purposely going to medan and really wondering go v who

this is not the first time
i can hear
my heart is breaking into pieces again
i hate complicated thing and y i have to face all these complicated things?

please let me know wat else i can do?

** i still cannot put down, from 1999 12 31 to 2000 1 1 that moment, which is quite important moment to me( not everyone can enjoy that moment as this is happen 1000 per time), he was outside enjoying his dancing**

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hi Tea Meal

NZX xmas decoration
Jogoya 2009 Q1 Promotion
NZX Parking Ticket
Hi Tea Food
AMN
AMN

Me
Papa

Today is papa's big day
he finish quite early and left Istana Negara
initially plan to have dinner v him
due to the bus is early
hence went lunch v him
went to have hi-tea lunch (late lunch) v him @ Jogoya
it has been almost a year since last visited
hahaha
so happened
this time also having ladies half price promotion
and also seating at the same place like last year

Hi Tea now
serve with red wine, white wine, beer , etc
but not much variety of crabs :(
luckily still got the oyster that cooks in diff way
and the haagen daz ice cream...yummy~~

NZX xmas decoration is nice
but now have to pay for the parking RM2 per entry

原来谁也不缺少谁

自从上日语班后
生活有点充实
至少都会忙着做功课
忙着上课和复习
加上有踢球
基本上
下班后很少和晚餐朋友晚餐

原以为晚餐朋友
会因为
少了谈怪,综艺节目
会闷
看来不会

反正原来谁也不缺少谁
而闷
这样的距离
很好

**继续自闭中**

MIssing Missing..

suddenly
missing the days movie after work
missing the marathon movies on weekends
maybe movies only can let me dun think other things....
repeat and repeat...

**aiks, found another white hair among the hairs**

Monday, November 24, 2008

Status. Irritating

i m trouble with many things recently
and status is anoher thing trouble me
----------------------------------------------
updated my FB profile
from status: blank to Status: Single
get some responses

at first
first few responses still ok to me
the more and more responses
until wat dai sei...
really super irritating

I NEVER EVER put double or any other status IF u really pay attention to my FB profile and IF you really treat me as FRIEND
I Assume my Friend should know wat kind of information under INFORMATION part BEFORE and AFTER
and STATUS is BLANK
juz updated to single
wats the big deal??!!!!!

i really hate any misunderstanding
and some of the comments really mean it
fine, since i oredi used to hurt by those sharp words

eventhough some responses are juz kidding
its kidding to me, if i m in good mood
but its not kidding to me anymore
as IM MAD now...

$&&$*&*#&*$&*&*@&*#@#*@&#
=================================

really tired tired and tired
please giv my mind to stop thinking or spinning for a while, OKIE?

** back to the days tears alone in the dark**
**using Capital Letter to type or chat is very rude , and i m really RUDE now, SO WHAT?!!**
** please, for those like to use cap letter to chat, this is very basic information (cap letter = shouting , rude), no, it should be Common Sense for everyone now**

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Tired. Blue

recently very exhausted...
the body , the brain , the mind , the soul............
Enuf for everything..........
and i m going to enjoy it kaokao on Tuesday...
refresh..... and escape from something for a while..

**tired, and still tired**

Missing KilKenny...

went to Hops & Grape @ Food Court after work...
as usual
according to the waiter
Kilkenny & Tetley's are sold out on Fri
normally awailable from Mon to Thurs

It has been quite some time since our last visit there (last year early of this year, maybe?)
met Andy and another IBMer there as well
that is really a nice place to chi chatting + drink after work to relax once in a blue Moon

thanks to them
kekeke
at least my mood cheer up abit after taking taht NeoGaarden (if spell correctly)

i m waiting to try another Irish beer -- Tetley's
hehehehe

Sui - Ing

22 Nov

had very late bath...
after step into the bathroom for 2 mins..
terus blackout
shit...
so dark and i was juz starting to take bath...
arhh...

after 5 mins, electric is back again..
but the shirts in the washing machine was stopped
and soaking for whole nite due to din continue on it back..

23 Nov
also early in the morning
12 something am..
when everyone in my house oredi be pig..
maantau who equine park black out agian...
have to use torch light go washroom
grr grrr...
after few mins
everything getting normal

well, very suinya.. haihhh

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Condolence - ST & Eliz

Eliz oredi in Japan
anyhow.. guess ST oredi back to Muar...to settle the thing...
sorry to hear about u guys grandpa thing...
condolence , ST & Eliz..
be strong

Memory @ F3 part 1

browse and lepaking around
found out the scene he draw
looks familiar..
about someday J was in the library
choosing a book
someone oredi study alone in the library
another classmate P came to him
and both walk to the bookshelf
and pointed at J direction discussing something as if J was alien
then duno wat P mentioned about
someone 's face suddenly turn black..
and leaving the library and passing the class with black face...
and ignored those who greet him when he passed by..

this kind of scene
still remember vividly

**Age: 15**

张惠妹-记得 (A Mei- Remember)



张惠妹-记得
词:易家扬 曲:林俊杰

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得 爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

Daughtry - What About Now





Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
Are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

Friday, November 21, 2008

Katy Perry - Hot N Cold



You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

Yeah you, PMS

Like a bitch

I would know


And you over think

Always speak Critically


I should know

That you're no good for me


{CHORUS} Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in then you're out

You're up then you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up (you)

You don't really want to stay, no (but you)

But you don't really want to go-o

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in then you're out

You're up then you're down


We used to be

Just like twins

So in sync

The same energy

Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh bout nothing Now your plain boring

I should know that you're not gonna change


{CHORUS}
Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love bi-polar

Stuck on a roller coaster

Can't get off this ride


You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

**the sky suddenly had some thunder as if my mood**
Note: video will be updated..
and addicted to this song recently .. hehe

In & Out

I was in and I m out now..

Remarks : =====

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Keeping Stock

when was my last time stocking the thing i also 4got
spent great sunday v wan ling (WL) @ 1U agian
this time
i know my target well..
stepped in S shop but still no change , all plain... and boring
follow by that LSZ.. this is interesting
many variety
many types
many colors
many many... ahahah
WL shocked when knew i din stock for quite some time...
well.. the WS shop... juz get something special than LSZ but my new favor is LSZ...

checkout their website..
and find out the online P is muuch more cheaper....
will concur that shop... middle of the year..

**keep trying something new.. and still on the way to collect diff types**

Monday, November 17, 2008

心甘情愿的游戏

我花了1个月多
那路程很短,只需走路
我很清楚状况,也预料到结果
一开始就误导他人
给人感觉只是玩玩

就算很认真,也无济于事
无论如何,还是全力以赴
尽情享受那过程
只是结束可能比预期早


他花了30多年吧
他几乎每个星期都花45分钟的车程出席会议
风雨不改的准备会议记录,演讲稿等等
他期望很大
虽然他最后跌得很重
至少他有一些不是每个人都会获得的封号
只是个名,没有其他
也替他高兴

**dare to take challenge, dare to enjoy and dare to accept the consequences even though I knew wont get over it so easily**

Jap Class 01

Find out something at the class
it would be great if attending language class v a fren u know.. like 2 pl or 4 ppl
bcoz normally will have group practise
for those who would like to know more ppl (purpose is to know gals or guys), then can join class alone..
basically half of my class is kids (< 12 years old)
another half > 12 years old and out of these half are colleage ppl / working ppl + aunty uncle
the class is 7pm @ SS15
which is quite rush for me finish 6pm in cyber...

our teacher is a jap lady..
and when she taught us about the Q And A for where u been raised ..
she gave me the map to show where is perlis.. keke


Sunday, November 16, 2008

邻居

努力说服自己
在聊天室,你所强调的,并不是真的
但是
在你的空间里,你提到的
因该是你的心声

并不是那个可以倪补那空虚的人
**一切都会依照当时的决定**

注:-----

Friday, November 14, 2008

傻傻分不清楚

分不清

那是伤风还是伤心的缘故

也许是喝了太多水

水在眼眶不停转动

情绪不稳

很多错过的画面浮现

听过的东西

说过的话

失望和水同时出现

是时候真的行动了

Call from +33333333

someone call me juz now and asking me whether i m 冬念?
ehmm weird... how come call my number asking for my senior in SMPS
i say i m not dong nian
and he asked me who i am ( and I suspect this fella is from perlis)
well, i started suspect is another fren (mostly done by takimmi) to joke v me
coz takimmi used to call me from Aus and pretend other ppl else and fool me
i reply that guy very lansi asking him back
"why should I told u who am i?"
well, joce is getting lansi nowadays
kekekeke
then that fella does not sound like my fren and say its okie with a very weird mandarin slang..
ehmmmmmmmmmmm....
wat a weird call in the morning.

**y this call is showing as 33333333?**

Remove Article . Phamtom

Written a new post last nite
but the content will expose who is the person i mentioned
hence i remove the mandarin post
and thinking will post at my sina blog
and save it as draft
manatau
the housemate stay next door to me
saw it
=.="""
so fastnya his action
and purposely post the content via yahoo chat
hahhahahaa
i got a cute housemate who can always make us happy

====================================

listen back one of the songs in The Phantom Of The Opera
suddenly wanna find back the 2 soundtracks cd previous manager burn for me
wanna listen it again when i officially watch the ori vcd of this movie i bought N years ago
i think i only bought to keep as this is a really touch movie
**marcus was sitting next me during that gala premier, i still remember vividly**
so many years oredi
i havent watch that vcd
kekekek
and the event mask of Phantom is still on my bookshelf

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Reputation - Is that so Important to me?

Suddenly i found master heng was right
when he mention about my career which is negative one
especially when i look back the way i m gone through so far

2004: i love that job bcoz need to involved in many events and cinema checking but events juz once in a moon and most of the times i was scolded kaokao by S in front of many ppl, enjoy meeting up many media, enjoy gala premier, enjoy the midnight show, enjoy movies after work few times a week ue to the staff pass we got
until now, i still hangout around damansara jaya

2005: this is something related to internet
i enjoy the life in menara keck seng to menara johnhancock (manulife), enjoy take lrt, enjoy work 4 days and off 3 days straight, enjoy meeting up the ppl there, enjoy having the fierce fierce sifu and bcome nice nice buddy, enjoy the moment when the customer say: awesome! i can online now.. the satisfaction is really cannot describe when u feel the happiness from customer (that is bcoz i understand the frustration of not able to go online), enjoy to call back business center, enjoy to talk v that grand hyatt taipei staff, enjoy to talking to lansi duty manager of some hotels

2006: out of expectation, trying something which is new to me - application and i took it as challenging

2008: many things happen, bcoz i spent for quite some time to build the reputation, bcoz of m, say no to other team, other things and i m still here
suddenly few ppl ask me:" r u thinking of finding new job?"
feel that, maybe its time for me to go? since m is no longer here, wat else i still wanna wait
this kind of Q has been borther me after the 1 2 1 session

**its time for me to update my resume**

Sunday, November 09, 2008

黃小琥 不只是朋友



原唱: 黃小琥

作詞:王中言 作曲:伍思凱

你身邊的女人總是美麗 
你追逐的愛情總是遊戲
在你的眼裡 
我是你可以對飲言歡的朋友
你從不吝嗇催促我分享你的快樂
你開心的時候總是揮霍 
你失意的片刻總是沉默
在你的眼裡 
我是你可以依靠傾吐的朋友
你從不忘記提醒我分擔你的寂寞
你從不知道我想做的不只是朋友 
還想有那麼一點點溫柔的嬌縱
你從不知道我想做的不只是朋友 
還想有那麼一點點自私的佔有
想做你不變的戀人 
想做你一世的牽掛
想做你不只是朋友 喔....喔....

**another nice songs from sky wu, an old song with nice lyric**

Friday, November 07, 2008

Things To Do b4 2009

time flies and 1 month + gonna bye bye to this year

still got things to settle in this Q4 (Quarter 4)

**since when i start to use quarter as only sales ppl will use this =.=", this is the result support Siebel user**


About When Status

1. japanese class Nov on going

Has been planned in Q1 finally will start the class next week =)


2. Water Rafting Nov on going

If dun have the AD this year, we will have another hang out in group hahahaa after that sg chilling waterfall

3. Visiber Nov in plan

have to visit.. to improve better luck


4. Master Heng Dec in plan

will go visit for next year thing.. lets see how


5. Paintball Dec in plan

thinking or orgnizing this game for Talk Cock Channel (TCC which replace Global Main Chat- GMC) for those wanted to join since not able to organize by Fun Club


6. CNY Shopping Dec till Jan depends

As usual, things for my own is not depends on quantity.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Have A Look B4 Leaving The Place

I learn this kind of thing
and even make it as a practice
after using public toilets daily (whether in office or other places)
some ppl
is really duno how to explain
juz simply flush after using the toilet bowl
and left it
sometimes they did really left "something" due to they didn't flush again

no matter watever things u do
once u finish do something
its good to have a look juz to make sure everything is in proper way
at least u can edit/ update it if u found any error / mistake after finish something
same to the toilet
if everyone spend 1 more min to make sure everything is okie..
at least toilet wont be so smelly
or no need other ppl to clean up ur "shit"
this is bcoz nobody likes to clean other ppl's shit

**learn this concept whenever i use toilet**

Stop And Wait

cannot remember since when
when i send ppl go back home
I used to stop and wait my fren open the gate > closed gate > open door and lock the door only I left
maybe i learn from ah tong?
4got jor
and also find out
not really much ppl will do this kind of thing
bcoz of Malaysia culture mah
esp those guys
not pin pointed anyone, juz own opinion

doing this is not to show ur gentleman or wat
is juz to make sure ur fren is safe when reach home
until he / she closed the door
spend 5 mins to make sure ur fren is safe
its really worth it..
esp we all know how secure this place is..

**how many ppl around u will do such thing?
maybe u can easily count it by using ur hands**

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Japanese Class VS Taiwan Yes

we have planned it for quite some time since Q1 of this year when Andy suggest on this
due to some reasons
we cannot make it after work in the office

finally we went to that language school asked for the part time class in SS15
tat place looks more like tuition center
funny thing is
the schedule they emailed us is not the latest schedule
planned to take Tues and Fri class after work
manatau the latest schedule dun have such class
but only got Mon and Thurs class
and this crash v our regular Futsal session on Thurs

had put our names in the part time class
hopefully they will open this class since oredi reach 13 ppl to open a class

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that Taiwan Yes shop is juz walking distance away
last time not able to try it
now its the time to try
step into the shop
err....
design so so
and not much variety for choosing the food
and foods we ordered all very salty
yeeeeee
maybe Taiwan food is not my cup of tea..
still prefer Jap food more keke

Remark for this shop: ---

**eliz & jimmy gangs: pls dun try this shop**

Friday, October 31, 2008

Accuracy

it has been quite some time
i din pay attention to the things mention by master heng last year
y most of the things of WL mentioned by him is so accurate
but how come i cannot find any accuracy on me?
sometimes i really doubt whether some of the good things he mentioned is juz to comfort me?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
neither good or bad things also do not see any symtoms at all
i cannot wait to visit him again
to know something for future reference
**WL, when u free to go v me?**


i think i will be scolded by him bcoz of the eye thingy.. :P


Mid of Nov, time for visiber
hahaa..
check this out: www.visiber.com.my
i really need something to improve my luck since i move in to equine..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Sick

agian virus attacked
oredi hate of this kind of feeling - stucking nose + sneezing + heavy flu
finish 4 packets premier in 2 hours

also sick of the feedback of the status
to others - joce is really sick
after making tat decision
eventhough know the concerns and consequances

yes, i m really sick now

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Chance VS Negara Istana

finally papa is going to Negara Istana for his AMN end of Nov
he is allowed to bring a guest v him
my mama dun wanna follow as very leh ceh
papa asked me join
but the rule is to wear
baju kurung or long skirt or lebar baju kebaya + skarf
alamak, still wanna lebar sumore
i gave up
bcoz duno where can taylor made + lebar haha..
tolong
so i gave up the chance
to gp Negara Istana
for his big day
but i had to be driver sending him there
hmmmm
still duno the way to Negara Istana yet

lets see whether i can take leave for that anot..
since both will in kl bcoz of this
i knew i have given up some chances this year
no matter its related to frenship or others

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不知道你看得懂多少个子
所以还是放心的写
终于有了个决定
设定了一个期限
这也是自己给机会被受伤
哈哈 很讽刺
明明知道 那剑
很痛并很难拔除
还这样
明明知道 那杯是热水
还用手去触碰

网络上不去
你自告奋勇
帮我看看
虽然帮不上什么
但是有你这样的邻居
还真好
哈哈

Sunday, October 26, 2008

无奈

你问我msn的状态的意思 - 扑向火,继续还是停止
我该如何解释
只好说没什么
而你
还是一样
开玩笑带点认真
提到hh
因为你想h
还建议和我看综艺节目

无奈。。。

既然你已拒绝了,为何还要这样。。。

Bangkok Dangerous

back to the time 3 of us in cineleisure again
this time is Bangkok Dangerous
tot Charlie Yang will speak English
manatau
aiks

from Nicholas Cage and Charlie that story
suddenly understand something
hahaa

okie =)

**thx for the advise**

Friday, October 24, 2008

RCCFC Bowling Tournament + Compliments Givings @ IOI Mall 16082008

Our "Active 5" team, and captain - Jacky was giving order
kakaka

Medals for Team

Trophy for best scrorer male and female


Compliments given - Geetha + Joce

Help Tomomi took her Agent of the Month -Jocelyne (Joey) + Jocelyn

Our leng lui Committee - Huey Keng (TL of ASML)

Adrian + Pretty Boy (resigned jor, sigh)

1st time join this bowling tournament
Bcoz
as the committee
its FOC
we have our own crm team – Active 5
juz for fun

kekeee.. enjoy it.. even though my score was really poor , juz 75..

Appreciation Dinner @ Pantry RCC 06062008





Fun Club Committee - Chu Heng + Joce + Priya

Food with Ashwin
this appreciation dinner is to appreciate for those helping during the RCC Grand Opening =)
Organized by RCC Fun Club..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Team Photo Of CCAM Awards




group photos
=)

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Remark: +++++
D'rous: ++++

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

如果能在一起



*LYRICS:
作詞:黃婷 作曲:黃荻鈞

夕陽快消失了 像一顆心沈入海底 投入灼熱的光影
對話都結束了 胸口的悸動還沒停 今天我更喜歡你
好想獨佔這距離 你的小心 我的呼吸 誰會先鼓起勇氣

如果我們能在一起 我只想此刻的你的孩子氣
和笑瞇瞇 陪我未來的風雨
如果我們能在一起 我只想此刻的我的好心情
心電感應 讓所有的心願不怕來不及

人群都散去了 你鼻尖微濕的汗滴 蒸發在我的體溫
好想獨佔這距離 你的小心 我的呼吸 誰會先鼓起勇氣

如果我們能在一起 你的天使會比以前愛美麗
會更美麗 就像函館的夜景
如果我們能在一起 唱一首歌會比以前有感情
心有靈犀 就連太平洋也靜靜在聆聽

如果我們能在一起 我只想此刻的你的孩子氣
和笑瞇瞇 陪我未來的風雨
如果我們能在一起 我只想此刻的我的好心情
心電感應 讓所有的心願不怕來不及

如果我們能在一起 你的天使會比以前愛美麗
會更美麗 就像函館的夜景
如果我們能在一起 唱一首歌會比以前有感情
心有靈犀 就連太平洋也靜靜在聆聽

**nice song**

Saturday, October 18, 2008

当干物女遇上宅男

当干物女遇上宅男,会擦出怎样的火花??

Friday, October 17, 2008

Dare To Write But Not Dare To Share

recently found out some of the blogs that always visit is no more
especially some of the links are broken
some oredi move the blog, change address or even hide themselves (blog address or profile info) from being search / found

something funny here
if u really so scare ppl came across ur blog / drop by
if u scare ppl saw ur photos, ur places ,or even ur secrets (wondering would it be secret once posted in internet??)
then wat for u put ur real name with ur photos together v ur personal info?
juz simply pick a name, without putting any photo and provide the fake info

i admit
one of my blog is one of the broken links here
but i m not blocking anyone goto read or browse
as long as the person manage to find my blog
for sure can read it
this is bcoz
i m writting my own things
that is me
i m accepting every facts and life i have been so far

if u do not dare to share out everything
or worry of something...
pls la
dun even blog better
everything is share once u posted article in internet..
pitynya >> this is super sarcastic, i know
well, i m so sarcastic, sometimes

As per 151008

Remark: +

Coffee Effects

after 1 year.. back to the shift time again
in these 2 months, doing 3 weeks 6am shift
and coffee is my best companion to make me awake everyday

i m sensitive to coffee and this is known by my buddies
stomach will not feeling good after having coffee
and now.. its the time back to have coffee
and still having coffee effects once i took it

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest


like this song that always play @ Fly FM

enjoy =)

Lyric

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

About

Remark 16/10/2008: -++

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

考验

面临很大的考验
假如通过了
以后不管面对什么
都不会伤害自己

很努力
一步一步
向前
去克服
去面对
这考验

**要很若无其事
面对酱的谈话
有点难度**

9th CCAM Awards 2008

Best Mystery Shopper award, cert, Best in-house Contact Center

1) Best in-house Contact Center - Bronze
2) Best Mystery Shopper award - Silver

if we manage to retrieve back the old calls record more, bet will get better result for this Best Mystery Shopper award

wonder whether this year would be same like last year?
hmmmmmmm
time will tells..

link:
www.ccam.com.my

bsides our team ppl (TLs and OM) are key ppl to thank as they were bz preparing for this
also have to thanks to Chu Heng (CQM),who have to work without OT claim, for sacrifice his weekends while we still in Penang that time bcoz wanna help us find back the old recording ..

Monday, October 13, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

VLC PLayer

finally found a software can play mpeg4 bside quicktime
with this software
i now can view back all the videos taken by hp
as previously viewing these video will cause blue screen
after ST helped me update my bios when reformat my pc that time..

thanks to my new neighbor for recommending this software
appreciate it
really =)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

About Today

browsing someone blog
read some story
open back the history
wan ling's warning still in my mind
i know the diff between virtual and real life
this is the time to make decision?
err... at least i know wat i m going to do

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went The Cave - couple cafe @ SS2 for Eliz bday celebration of this year
this time is celebrating at lunch time
Eliz, Jimmy, Lai V , Ryan, Titan & me
Yat Loong (ah loong) was not joined us as he is in Penang now
as usual, Eliz always joke me with AL =.=" when i asked y he din come
the restaurant serve western and chinese cuisine
funny thing is
Chinese
cuisine is closed at 2:30pm to 5pm
6 ppl ordered 5 main course with 3 appetizer + 1 slice of cheese cake
total is 260+
this place sell its surroundings as its quite romantic for couple to come
bcoz dark + customer can have own cave
but the food like mushroom soup... yakkk!!
still prefer Lan Kuai Fong @ The Curve mushroom soup
no photos taken by me today... (too dark and lazy :P)

they were discussing bout their plan next year
me and lai v will be the ji mui to fool the heng dai next year
muaahahahaha wasabi will be mix and match v other food as wat we did in Choon Thing wedding day
another leave reserved for E & J big day next year

E thinking of treating her brother, ST, bday 2nite at a Spanish restaurant in USJ
at first i tot she only celebrate v ST alone..
so i will join like last year we treat him in Vic Station
once saying i will join
only find out J & ST gf also join..
okie.. there is no point to have a Big light bulb in the middle of these 2 couples
for those who know me and ST will know another reason for not joining
sorry for last min ffk, Eliz..
dun like to be spotlight, really

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Remark : -

Something

Remark: ++

haha received sms from Azmi and Kim Lee
our team, CRM , won 2 awards in CCAM
wow.. 1 bronze and 1 silver
even though not managed to get the gold (as expected) but 1st time get 2 awards
kakaka...
congrates mates =)

cannot wait for our next team outings, Cameron? Pulau Ketam? water rafting? mana satu ni?

Friday, October 10, 2008

Recap Penang Trip (Adrian's Wedding Dinner) With IBMer

Date: 26 Sep to 28 Sep

At the Dinner night
we reach there
and as expected
once they saw some of us in Cheongsam and some in Korean traditional dress
everyone was bz shooting the photos

enjoy the dinner coz dun have those lau yi lau jek singing on the stage for karaoke
sumore got ppl playing with saxophone when new couple march in for 2nd time

together with the live band
with some nice oldies songs
with 2 leng cai Emcee, Patrick and a guy who talking in mandarin
with Adrian very romantic speech
with Patrick singing some nice song
with red wine and beer serve
I was abit *wing wing* after mix beer with the wine

then continue our 2nd round where joan and padma joined us
went to a pub in penang island but totally duno the name of the pub
unfortunately , Isabelle was not able to go in
hence tomo, izumi and susan go back early

Adrian reserved 2 tables in that place
continue drinking with the liquor
at least 4 liqour for that table
+ Patrick's "ninja dance" (as per him)
+ a mistery guy, who keep bz pouring the liqour to others without drinking or dancing, i talked to but 4got to ask for the name
+ dancing and drinking (me and padma)
until keep laughing non stop bcoz oredi drunk
muaahhahahaa

has been dismissed at that pub earlier due to some ppl fight outside the pub
some of them continue drinking at another pub
but we went back

2nd day
after checked out, and lunch at the island plaza which dun have any food..
and miss the chance to try the famous zhu cheong fun

left the penang after lunch coz raining
and manage to return the car to the klia office there

thanks to kah v for his help when picking up and return back the car

when bz facebook that time found out Patrick got link v my ex colleague of ITT coz he is in ITT now

I have been bz browsing the photos to look for the mistery guy
hmmm....
have to confirm with Pat about wat i found out recently and check for the name
**new neighbour, dun jeles okie? kekekeke :P**