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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

愛情平衡點

們到此為止吧!”佳月平靜地說。

坐在她面前的凌揚默不出聲地著她,試圖從她的眼神中讀出肯定。

最後,像是察覺她的認真,他默默地嘆了一口氣,語氣溫柔地說:“再給我一點時間,嗎?”他依舊只能給她一個不算答案的答案。

“我已經給了你2年的時間,還不夠嗎?”面對他的猶豫,她哀莫大於心死,心中更加確定自己的選擇。

“你明知道我一直以來愛的人是你啊!”他試圖挽回這段地下情。

“我要的是你實際的行動,而不是口頭上的承諾!你真的愛我的話今天就來做個了斷吧!她與我,只能選一個!”她豁出去了。對於這段感情,她已失去了昔日的執著。

“佳月,別這樣,好嗎?”他依然猶豫不決地回答,只能以柔情試圖柔化她的態度。

“那麼你希望我怎樣?像以前那樣繼續忍受這段無法開花結果的地下情嗎?”她近乎咆哮地說。

“我累了,真的好累。你放過我,好嗎?”她繼續說道。他的柔情,已喚不回當初她對他的信任與依賴,尤其在她對他攤牌時他所表現出的懦弱,更加讓她感到對她及對於這段感情的無力與失望。

當初,他倆是於酒吧內結識。這段情開始得有點無厘頭,或許也因為如此,他與她始終無法繼續交 往。那時,她剛與男友分手,心情極度郁悶,就帶著一顆因失戀而受傷的心獨自到酒吧買醉。當時,他也是獨自坐在角落裡的吧台喝酒,而她,就坐在他的隔壁。他 倆邊喝酒邊說出各自的心事。意亂情迷下,就半醉半醒地與當時尚是陌生人的對方發生關係。

翌日醒來後,她與他竟然沒有對彼此的發展感到尷尬,只是默默地穿起各自的衣物。或許當時他們倆都試圖從對方身上得到慰藉,因此並不在乎對方尚是陌生人。

“我會對你負責的。”整理好各自的衣物後,他溫柔卻堅定地對她說。

“怎麼負責?娶我為妻嗎?”她不以為意地答覆。

“不瞞你說,我已經結婚了。不過,我對我的妻子已沒有任何感情了。總有一天,我會跟她離婚,然後娶你入門。”他實不相瞞地說。

“我根本就不認識你,你要我如何相信你的片面之詞?”

“你放心吧,從今天開始,我會好好地照顧你。我不會讓你受到任何委屈。做我的女友後,你再決定還要不要繼續跟我交往。”

那時,她為了他的那分溫柔而動心了,而選擇與他交往。如今,卻也是因為他的溫柔,讓她想逃離他的身邊。

與他交往後,她開始把信任傾注在他身上。他總是對她坦誠一切,待她溫柔體貼。對於已婚的身份,他從不多加隱瞞。因為他一開始的坦誠,讓她相信他所說的話,相信他對他的妻子已經沒有任何愛戀的感覺,而只剩一分難以割捨的夫妻間的責任。而她,才是他真正想廝守到的對象。

久而久之,她日漸沉醉在他那猶如清風般的溫柔愛意,欲罷不能。他們倆彼此相愛,中間卻隔著另一個被蒙在鼓裡的她。佳月並不想傷害無辜的她,卻還是在無形中造成了傷害。

初時,佳月對於地下情人的身份毫不在意,只是認為相愛的兩人還能夠在一起就已經很幸福了。然 而,愛得越深,要求就越高。每當想起他或許會親密地挽著他的妻子,佳月就會深感不安。情人眼裡容不下一丁點沙粒。難道她只能永遠在黑暗中現身?陪他出席公 共場合的卻是他口口聲聲說已不是他心中所愛的人?這一切不對等的待,皆因他的妻子,始終不是她。

當一段單純的愛情逐漸被其他感覺侵蝕,便輕易衍生種種分手的理由。這段情便難以維持下去。

她不斷地催促他早日結束他的婚姻,他卻是一拖再拖。最後,她累了,也明白他始終放不下對妻子的責任,也不想對這段地下情放手。
“對不起。”他只能對她說抱歉。

“算了吧!既然你做不出任何決定,那就接受我的選擇吧。你好好地對待你的妻子吧。”語畢,她毫不留戀地留下他一人獨自離開,也從此與他劃清界線。

愛情就像蹺蹺板。雙人的蹺蹺板,本就沒有她的栖身之處,她卻像飛蛾撲火似地介入其中。她早該明白,三人的世界,終究無法達到平衡。

星洲日報/城人小說‧文:夜悠琴‧2009.09.11

pick from: http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/130140?tid=36


**也许身边也会有那样相似的情况,有吗?**

轉身離開

一路往前走,到你眼裡越來越濃厚的詫異。在這裡看到我,你覺得奇怪嗎?是的,如果我是你,我應該也會奇怪的,一個消失了2年卻又突然出現的人,一個原本應該從此消失在朋友圈子裡的人,卻莫名地出現在大家的聚會裡。

走到你和她的面前,我看到你的笑容越來越僵硬,她的眼裡似乎有跳躍的怒火。那一刻,我實在覺得 自己是高雅迷人的,因為我微笑著伸出了右手,友善地問候了你們倆。我知道,很多人都在小心地觀察我們三人,期待卻也擔心會有些甚麼事故發生,畢竟我在大家 心目中,可是一名第三者啊。

放心,我已經不是從前那個毛躁的小女生了,而你在我心中也已經成為過去,一切都已雲淡風輕了。那一餐,我想你應該吃得很坐立不安,你緊張時候的小動作,我還依稀記得的。你身邊那個看來依舊艷的她,似乎也把看到我的怒氣發洩在食物身上了。

呵呵,我有點壞心眼地在心底笑著。可能有人幼稚地以為我要回來報復了。才不,你一點也不值得, 我只是回來印證一下自己過去那要不得的傻勁,提醒一下自己過去多麼的愚蠢。最重要的,我要看看你這2年來,是否跟我一樣成長。人啊,對過去難免還是會有一 些眷戀。可惜,我失望了,你還是那個樣子,猶豫不決,一點果斷也沒有。

我問自己,心臟從前為你狂跳究竟是怎麼一回事。有點後悔,連過去2年來對你的一點點眷戀也消失 了。我還記得2年前的自己有多可憐、多難堪,因為身邊站的是一個沒有擔待的男人,因為一份原本屬於兩個人的愛情,卻變成我獨自捍衛的堡壘。這一次回來,純 粹為了撿拾當初掉落滿地的尊嚴。

“你能不能跟她劃清界限,不要再模模糊糊了。”當初,忍無可忍的我是這樣對你咆哮的。天知道,我對你有多忍讓。你說她不願意分開,而你不曉得該怎樣向兩個家庭交待。這一切一切,我都讓步,安靜地繼續當你的“朋友”,而不是女朋友。

說起來還真荒謬,明明是她先劈腿,而我是在安慰你這只“可憐蟲”時,莫名其妙與你墜入愛河的。可是,我最後卻仿佛變成了介入你們,不見得光的第三者。她離開了3個月再回來,她哀求你不要離開,你開始掙扎了。

當初,你說為了她的名聲,堅持不向朋友吐露她劈腿事件。我為了你這個爛好人的舉動,最終卻被指責,就連朋友圈子裡也滿滿都是衝著我而來的流言蜚語。她仗著這樣的局勢,竟然哭訴是我硬生生介入。

我多希望你可以為我開口說兩句話,卻久久也等不到。當我被朋友當面勸告,甚至是當面質問時,你還是一貫地安靜,用著叫我忍耐的眼神看我。一開始,我一直告訴自己,沒關係,只要你和我都知道發生甚麼事情就好了,我可以對她忍耐。

可是,忍耐並不一定會邁向美好的一方,我等到的只是你與她頻密的接觸。你甚至連跟我解釋也沒有,我們越來越少見面,但你卻又不停地打電話告訴我這、告訴我那,說我們之間的情誼沒有改變。最後,竟然要我們圈子裡的朋友來告訴我放手吧,不要再糾纏你,也不要破壞你們。

那一刻,我呆愣了。雖然早有心理準備,但你先是猶豫不決,不懂如何為自己的感情路尋找出口,再來是不能果斷地跟我說再見,這些都讓我失望透了。我究竟為甚麼會一直為你而忍耐,為甚麼會一再容忍不確實的流言,我已經沒有辦法告訴自己答案,我只能轉身離開。

今晚,在我等候車子的那刻,你追了出來。你說,我們還能再聯絡嗎?

從你的眼神和肢體語言,我想我明白你的意思。這次,你似乎有意讓我當個確確實實的第三者了。我笑笑搖頭,心底卻在慨嘆,原來你不只是猶豫不決,你根本就不知道自己要的是甚麼。這一刻,我懷疑你當初真的是因為愛她,而選擇她嗎?

面對一個這樣的你,我還是只能再次轉身離開。

星洲日報/城人小說‧文:元氣‧2009.09.15

pick it from : http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/130699?tid=36

**我会不会那样潇洒的走?**

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Tips: photocopy the book's receipt


this is how much i spent this year for the books =.="
well, this is one of the way where u can keep ur receipt after buying these books
the purpose of doing a photocopy of it is to keep it as a prove for the income tax

Joanna Teh's House Warming @ Aman Perdana


























Date: 26 - 27 Sept 2009
Place: Aman Perdana, Klang
Taken By : N85

went to cousin sister- bibi jie jie house yesterday night
I was late as the house warming started at 7pm
thanks to Ann Ann jie jie and bi bi jie jie purposely met me at the Tesco and bring me to her house by following her car bhind
this area is developed by the Mah Sing Group
when the moment reached place, very nice
and the interior design of the house is modern style
i like the modern style of the design which play a lot with the nice lights
found Yvonne's white color Queen bed so familiar
coz its exactly same like my bed
juz mine is single bed
well, furniture in Yvonne's room are all from IKEA
and the room's wallpaper is nice
didn't focus on the food which serve with non vegetarian and vegetarian dishes
coz was attracted by the nice design especially the "Island" -- bar place
4got to bring the camera to take photos
waiting for ann ann jie jie's photos taken using DSLR
the decorations and furniture of the house should be double price of the house
this is another lovely couple really work hard for a better future for their own family

well, guess more ladies prefer those ppl who are really willing work hard and smart to reach their target which will bring better future for the family

Thanks for nice food and place to overnite on Saturday :)

Guess: What Is This??


What is this?? hehehe juz guess it.. kekeke
hint: price: quite pricey

Klang Half Day Trip

overnite at my cousin sister- bi bi jie jie house's at Aman Perdana
more details at her house will be posted in another one once the photos from ann ann jie jie are ready
(no doubt, i always call them as jie jie coz i dun have sister ma)
follow the maps provided by bi bi jiejie
managed to drive from her house till the Jalan Meru where Tesco located
headed to the Centro as planned after follow the ways guided by J
take less than 30 mins to reach Centro
parked my car there
and take J's car
hahaa finally got the chance
headed to another area to have the Bak Kut Teh which i keep mentioning for quite some time
hahahahaaha
8am in the morning just had the nestlo (nestum + milo) + little rice + rosted pork (yummy) + prawn + zhu jiao cu (okie, i m hakka but i dun like this one)
9:30am had my super early lunch -- Bak Kut Teh
can u imagine
how full i was this morning and i skipped my lunch
then bcoz someone mentioned something which i need as a prove , hhaa
then follow by some unplan thing -- lepaking around
someone show me 2 places
which is really quite a distance among each other
then followed by lepaking around Bandar Botanic and Bukit Tinggi
the houses and the park there
amazing~
not sure which one is the developer
but one thing can confirm Klang ppl really willing to spend as much as they can on their houses
few hours of non stop driving + walking (last nite)
make my legs start to feel the pain
after i reached 1 U and bought sexy Babydoll from LaSenza for dearest Jenn, keke
had a tired and fun weekend :D

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Another Touch One

我愛你

文化遺產美食

王賽芝:三大族不能共享‧肉骨茶無法列遺產美食

2009-09-24 18:01
  • 新聞、通訊及文化部副部長王賽芝表示,肉骨茶不是大馬三大民族共享的食物,所以不能被政府列為“文化遺產美食”(Heritage Foods)。(圖:星洲日報)

(雪蘭莪‧八打靈再也)新聞部歡迎任何人和團體提出把某種傳統食列為“文化遺產美食”的建議,惟有關美食必須有特色、大眾化和各族可共

新聞、通訊及文化部副部長王賽芝今日(週四,9月24日)受《星洲日報》訪問時說,若有人申請海南雞飯列為“文化遺產美食”,新聞部將作出探討。

不過,她說,肉骨茶不是大馬三大民族共享的食物,所以不能被政府列為“文化遺產美食”(Heritage Foods)。她表示,肉骨茶不具各族共享的條件,所以不被考慮。

獨立廣場將設“遺產餐館”

詢及新聞部如何宣傳去年底公佈的100種“文化遺產美食”時,王賽芝說,新聞部近期內會在首都獨立廣場附近開設“文化遺產餐館”,以促銷所有“文化遺產美食”。

她說,這間4層樓的“文化遺產餐館”正進行裝修,如果工程順利,可在10月“開張”。

100種“文化遺產美食”包括椰漿飯、雞飯、叻沙、檳城炒粿條、釀豆腐、沙爹、烏達烏達、魚生、拉茶、甘榜炒飯、馬來飯團、辣椒螃蟹、麻麻麵、珍都、八寶冰、椰水、綠豆沙、柔佛叻沙、咖哩麵、竹筒飯、黃姜飯、燒魚、魚頭咖哩、仁當、牛肉絲、咖哩角、炸香蕉等。

星洲日報‧2009.09.24
link from http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/131781?tid=1
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another bull shxt thing
just bcoz Bak Kut Teh is pork then is not entitled to be listed as 文化遺產美食
please dun use the so called food cannot be share among each races as excuses
海南雞飯 also got roasted pork, no hope to be listed as one of the 文化遺產美食
guess only those food is painted HALAL
can be listed as 文化遺產美食
if bcoz of the food is made from pork, then why we should have the public holiday for Chinese New Year, Hari Raya or Deepavali?? bcoz all these festive cannot be celebrated by 3 races bcoz of diff races
we should only have 1 celebration which would be "Malaysia Festive Day" perhaps? !!
this is another c2p (STUPID) MXA rep we selected $#^&$#^&$^#&$^%#^%$^%@^$#%@
crazy and 38 !!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

戴佩妮 - 防空洞

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift



You're on the phone
with your girlfriend
she's upset
she's going off about
something that you said
she doesn't get your humor
like i do

i'm in my room
it's a typical tuesday night
i'm listening to the kind of music
she doesn't like
she'll never know your story
like i do

but she wears short skirts
i wear t-shirts
she's cheer captain
and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day
when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

if you could see
that i'm the one
who understands you
been here all along
so why can't you
see you belong with me
you belong with me.

walking the streets
with you and your worn out jeans
i can't help thinking
this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench
thinking to myself
hey, isn't this easy?

and you've got a smile
that could light up this whole town
i haven't seen it in awhile
since she brought you down
you say you're fine
i know you better than that
hey whatchu doing
with a girl like that

she wears high heels
i wear sneakers
she's cheer captain
i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day
when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for
has been here the whole time


if you could see
that i'm the one
who understands you
been here all along
so why can't you
see you belong with me
standing by and
waiting at your backdoor
all this time
how could you not know
baby
you belong with me
you belong with me.

instrumental

oh, i remember
you driving to my house
in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh
when you know you're about to cry
and i know your favorite songs
and you tell me about your dreams
think i know where you belong
think i know it's with me

can't you see
that i'm the one
who understands
been here all along
so why can't you see?
you belong with me.


have you ever thought
just maybe
you belong with me?


** i like this song when this song won an award in the VMA 09 on MTV**

男人.优点

很多人都说:“只有懒女人,没有丑女人”;jocelynlai说:“只有懒男人,没有丑男人”。。
男生外表普通
也可以很抢手
只要懂得你自己的优点
并放大那优点
就行了
而你,
注意到你自己的优点了吗?
还是
你已找到欣赏你那优点的人了吗?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry



when picking the color of youtube
only found out most of the videos i shared are in purple color
well, i like purple too :)

Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics
Songwriters: Ferguson, Stacy; Gad, Tobias;

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
And share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself, and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

Monday, September 21, 2009

Cheat @ Sina Blog

1. left a message in one of my post in Sina blog

follow the site and show me this message

this is the so called prizes

need to fill in personal particular include bank account number


nowadays there are a lot of cheats in the internet
no matter is netfren or sms or even some trap that told u, u r the winner in some blogs =.="
well,
found this comment in my Sina blog recently
for sure, this is another trap as Sina blog won't inform the winner via posting in the comment
and their hotline only got 1 number
i tried go to the site
and found out the site need to fill in the personal particular
include ic, bank account number and bank
come on,
i even not giving my Bank Account number to my closed fren (勾肩搭背)
not to say this unknown website
lots of cheats out there
and be careful

**no doubt, this post has been scheduled to post it when i m enjoying my time with my family
hope u guys enjoy the precious moment v ur love ones :) **

Sunday, September 20, 2009

考虑

发了封邮件
告诉那朋友一些事情
有时
在还没去做一件事
是应该要好好考虑
再给彼此机会
应该放大那过去美好甜蜜的日子
就像放大一个人的优点
而不是放大那些争吵和缺点
这样会让彼此更累

这点
是最近
看了些爱情的书本
领悟到的
没什么优良战绩的我
很多都从书本学习到
坦白,包容,体谅,沟通与配合
都很重要
希望
那朋友过得开心
就像我
虽然会有点难挨
还会以笑容面对接下来的日子

Saturday, September 19, 2009

梁靜茹 - 屬於



梁靜茹 - 屬於

詞:陳沒
曲:鴉片丹
編曲:WAVE G

我堅持的都值得堅持嗎 我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求我就敢擁有嗎 而如果都算了不要呢
或許吧或許我永遠都不要遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力

屬於風的那就去飛翔吧 屬於海洋的那就洶湧的
屬於我們的愛 該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢 不要呢?

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們還要努力

Friday, September 18, 2009



突然很想唱K
没什么
只想发泄。。
认识她的歌
就从这专辑
很喜欢这首歌。。

LaSenza Off


arhh i miss out LaSenza promotion again
received the email today bout the promotion..
too bad.. cannot make it today as plan to buy something for Jenn from this shop b4 attending her wedding
this is must do thing for the next weekend

Perlis, Here I Come Again

hahahha
well prepared with everything
manatau the most important thing i 4got to bring along is handphone
oh this is really holly sh**
hahahhaaha
well, i need to go back Equine Park to bring my phone later...
and get ready to back to home 2molo early morning..
:)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

對不起我愛你 Fish Leong 梁靜茹



**对不起,我爱你**

光良



using N73 took this one in 2008..
and this year not into any concert bcoz focus on other
its time for me to play back his songs from the CD bought long time ago..

Juz For Fun


hahahaha
one day juz went to sina site and have a try on this
well.. this is juz for fun.. nothing else..
keke
pls dun misunderstand..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Soulja Boy Tell`em - Kiss Me Thru The Phone



Kiss Me Thru The Phone lyrics
Songwriters: Sceffer, J; Way, Deandre;

Soulja Boy Tell 'Em

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

She call my phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
We on the phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

We taking pics like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
She dial my number like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Six, seven, eight, triple, nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home


** this song is nice..
only realized this nice song when you are looking for it
thanks :) **

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Linkin Park - New Divide



I remember black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign, that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
And I get what I deserve
+
So give me reason, to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Give me reason, to fill this whole connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
+
There was nothing in sight, the memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground gave in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard, and I get what I deserve
+
So give me reason, to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
+
And every loss, and every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret, and each divide
Was a mistake to break to hide?
And your voice was all I heard, but I get what I deserve
+
So give me reason, to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this whole, connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

**another rock song i like even though this is not a new song anymore**

Pink - Please Don't Leave Me

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me


Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

**watched this video in M Music Video in 304 Channel
this is a nice song**

Monday, September 14, 2009

Healthy Paranoia



hahahaha
well, this is a little bit funny...
but i think the alcohol should put AIDS photo due to the one night stand (1NS) instead of other photos
hahahaahaha

From J To J -- 1

To J:

你是第一个
我在新浪部落格写着你的时候
就把网址告诉你
这不是我的作风
因为不会立即让对方知道我在写着对方
没什么
就不想隐瞒
就像你一开始
也不隐瞒

From J®

**真的害怕会戒不掉那熟悉的香水味**

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Meter



no idea why they used the Keris in the story
r they trying to recall that Keris incident?
weird..
and this one not nice at all..

Gerhana



duno y misleading AH1N1 with the pork issue =.="
anyhow
it shows
dun ever ever take intimate/naked photo v ur partner
unless u wanna be famous in youtube and other blogss

Slovak Sling - one of the 15 videoss



this is really funny..
hahahaa
enjoy~~
and a bit not logic as i think datuk ppl wont meet up at such places

中藥方“桑菊防感湯”防控A型流感

中藥方“桑菊防感湯”防控A型流感

浙江衛生廳近日組織中醫、中藥專家擬訂出預防流感中藥處方“桑菊防感湯”。

成份:
桑葉-6克
菊花-6克
白術-6克
防風-3克
生甘草-2克

製法:
加水500毫升,浸泡30分鐘,煮沸15分鐘後取汁

用法療程:
口服,每天2次,成人每次100毫升,小兒酌減;一般服用5天至7天

專家建議:
有條件的學校可將其煎湯飲服,供學生及職工預防服用


pick it from :

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/130492?tid=1

Alert

lots of news around us everyday, scary:
http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/130482?tid=1

局面

“你是个好女生。。。。。”
这句话
一次又一次唤醒了那不堪的回忆
会做好准备
当我下一次听到这句话时
便知道
你最终的决定 =)

===From J, To J===

Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You



Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You Lyrics

I dont know but
I think I maybe
Fallin for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you

As Im standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
Its just you and me

Im trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you

Oh I just cant take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you

I cant stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just cant hide it
I think Im fallin for you (x2)

Im fallin for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh Im fallin for you


** this is not the rock song which i preferred
this song juz came across my mind recently
enjoy it, my dear :)**

Saturday, September 12, 2009

2 Js

so ngam
both also J and bcome 2 J
as if Jolin and Jay
hahahaa
not sure the other J likes to listen to their song anot
but i like to see them together
as 2 J
like 2 Js now =)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

改变延续

今年都很强调改变
住宿方面的改变 --搬家
工作方面的改变 --换组
心境上的改变
处理方式的改变 
一些都在改变
多年前是杂志爱好者
今年变成收集书籍的爱好者
一直以来
我的晚餐都很不像正餐
都是以泡oat/面包/快餐/零食当晚餐
现在开始到大家乐打包晚餐
很不像平时的我
这样的改变
会持续多久?
也许就看那影响我的人
对我的影响有多久
嘻嘻。。。

Monday, September 07, 2009

我的她与他

决定取消那未确定的旅行
因为
想要完全投入实现自己心中的目标
不想他们继续在那多是非的地方
不想她天天为某人和他吵
不想她再为他担心
不想再听到他那些谎言
我真得很希望
有一天
他们可以靠近我
************************
这次回去
没有通知
想给他们个惊喜
想丢掉所有的废物
想把房间变得更像房间
丢掉那些捆绑她20多年的书物
也让她很分神的作业与资料
对不起,上了学院后,并没有好好的和你沟通,帮你减压
13号后,她正式休息了
这次,
不会乱买东西回家
并打算买他们需要的补品

我还是学不会对亲爱的人说我爱你
但是,会以行动来表示关心

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Found Them back

wahhahaha
i was so happy passed few days
bcoz i tot i loss some items
manatau
i found back
my N85 data cable
2 pathlab vouchers
and another 2 polish car vouchers
kekeke need to send my car polish b4 end the year
thank god i found them back when i cleaning my room b4 that a fren come to my room
waahahahahaha

昨夜凌晨一点睡
今早却自然醒
还是7点多
从来不会这样过
就一直想,不停的想
虽然答应过不会想太多
我还是需要点时间消化
坦白后的真相
有点不知所措
(这情况, MH有提过,没想到那样巧)
那决定
也许有点冲动
也比较公平
既然决定了
就这样
不想了
期限到了
在做最后决定

**答应过,不会说,所以别问了**

赌注

很多东西
当你不知道那实际情况
而是道听途说
就下注在赌场
根本不知道会有怎样的结果
是有如预测般的结果
还是出乎意料的
没人能知道

有时东西听多了
就分不清
那是真的,还是假的
因为始终解释不到
一开始就疑惑的问题
这次地赌注
我会是输家吗?

**不要问我为什么那样,但在没输到很惨时,请提点我**

注:那疑惑被解释了。虽然还没被证实,但是现阶段的我选择了相信。:)

Thursday, September 03, 2009

很气 。本地人

装上handfree
电话很准时地响起
原本谈得很不错
当话题到交通时
就很气,很气

我老实说
我最讨厌当司机
而当时的我
是很认真的
我不是气和我通电话的朋友


***************************************
而是这通电话
联想起身边的经验
觉得更气
是不是所有KL/Selangor土生土长的
都是同一个pattern??!!!*(&$*(&$*(&#$*(&%45**&$

我最讨厌本地人
厉害吩咐人做动做西,最厉害要别人做司机
只会忙着计算占人便宜而怕自己吃亏
更遇过那种很AA制的

他妈的!!!!!!!

因为过去的烂人,让我很讨厌KL人!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

THE UNBELIEVABLE 怪谈

i m the 怪谈 supporter
now they even involved in a movie..
must go to support this and try to poison my frens..
**wanling, please go and have a watch v ur partner**
kekeke..
darn suddenly so many horror movies in the cinemas..
hohoohohoho



Release Date: 3 September 2009
Language: Cantonese
Running Time: N/A
Director: Fong Sai Keung
Cast: Priscilla Wong.

Synopsis: Based on a popular long-running TV programme which explores the unseen and unexplainable, this big screen version follows a film crew to the eerie and mysterious location of Thailand. While they are shooting a new series of the programme, the crew is totally unprepared for what they will encountered...

the above info getting from :
http://www.gsc.com.my/RD1/ns2.asp?search=theunbelievable